Intro
i dont even know what people to keep around me..
The Supposily friends-turn they back instead-and clown Me
then When i come About-they put they hand out-ready to pound me..
Maybe its Me Or all of us-maybe Just Becuz-I dont trust - No One Else..
But to be true- I dont know wut ill do-I dont even Trust My Self...
is This life or is It Just Me..
Its Like i take Four Steps-then its 2 Steps-When i Get knocked back..
after all the hopeing-i finally find a open-then it comes out as a trap..
Finally Get my hands on cash-Finally After the tax-im givin money right back.
maybe Its me-but It feels like i was put on earth to fail..
but To me-Its all still like my life aint better than people in jail
is This life or is it just Me
I Get the pen on my tips-when i write a lil bit-ill erase Maybe people a hate me.
But i listen to music clips-another rapper a say da same shit-and people go crazy..
Maybe cuz i aint on the radio-so people dont hear me tho-They wouldnt know how to Rate Me..
Maybe Its me-but the He said She said rumors and the lies..
Then u dont attack about it-till someone ask about it-u looked suprised..
then have to unfold that-Like who told u that- i dont even know that guy
is this life Or is it Just me
Inside im Tired of the Pimpin-Im tired of the Pigeons- i just wanna stop Creepin
but if Get Committed - Will My lady be with it- Dont have to think about her cheating..
but After i Look my parents not together-they loved eachother-but not together for Some reason..
maybe its Me Maybe Im not tryin 2 work it out enough
nah Maybe Its Life or maybe im thinking to much

The longer our relationship goes Its gets harder with u..
Alot Of girls Want a Man Like me,so y do i bother with you..
maybe its because everytime i wanna leave-
I remember the good Things-
and Im right Back To part With you...Cant Be Apart From You..
but Nah It Seems like Everyday Its Somthing New...
got to Deal with love if you Stick Around-
But if you go i dont kno if i want u to now-
Im Confused - you Confused...i Dont Know What To do..

my friends Suppose 2 love And feel me 2..
Once u get a ride to go-
-thats when yo phone blow-
thats when everybody wanna chill with you
u aint got no gas toatin
they just free Loading
all yall broke and yo bills is Do...
now You Stuck in the House Wit yo peoples..
Tellin u 2 get yo own place
frowning up yo face
like Son i dont wanna See You...
She want rent money just 2 stay in the room u was raised..
this Suppose 2 be yo moms But u gettin older at age..
thought u could sleep in
but u payin for the weekends..
car Stuck-Moms pissed and u and yo grl is beefin

GOT 2 BE LIFe

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