ayo, i don't know to many sad songs. but i have had tough times in my life. imma flow about them.

Ayo, take a look at my life, theres many troubles.//
everyday feelin blessed, but each new day brings a new struggles.//
victim of a harsh reality where not many people care enough to comfort you.//
no words of love, nobody wants to put trust in you.//
sometimes i wish death would come knockin on my door.//
tried many times at sucides because i don't wanna live nomore.//
i didn't know the pain in the game before i delt.//
but 2 years in it, love and compassion were emotions never felt.//
why did i get in the game when i didn't know what it was about.//
i've witness two of my boyz gunned down, victims of a drive by.//
i cried all night because i knew i'd never see'em again throughout my lifetime.//
i still shed tears every now and then.//
r.i.p. to my niggaz, James(Skillz) and (Juinor) Ben.//
its hard living with out you.//
its kinda hard rhyming about you.//
no matta what you two will always be a part of the crew.//
506 on 4th.//
we'll always be the Finest Niggaz Of The North.//
Fo Real