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10-29-07, 02:50 PM | #1 | |||||||
Middle Weight
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Watch Me Bleed
IP: A293 3B59
Watch me bleed.
Take a picture. You may never see me again. I sit in the bathroom, contemplating thoughts Coming to the realization that life is all but lost I foster such rage inside; it skews my emotions Deep down my heart is frozen, so I make it bleed One innocent slice of the wrist quickly turns to four Within a few minutes, I’m face down on the floor No matter how hard I try, I can’t hold back the tears They flow as steady as the streams from my wrist Which release all the distain for myself I hold inside I’m trapped in this body, with no place left to hide My mind is nostalgic, cutting isn’t lessening the pain I’ve got to ease the tension that is eating away at me Nothing else seems to work; so I just let it bleed… Look at me again. What do you see? I will never be good enough. I do what it takes to hide the habit from my friends They’re blinded by the smile I force upon the world Life is great, at least that’s the message I convey Little do they know that deep down I bleed every day Open the mirror and grab the blade, it’s become routine Slice after slice, the tension begins to steadily ease But I feel the physical effect, as I fall to my knees I’m not sure how much more my body or mind can take As I stick the razor back on the shelf for safe keeping I ask myself, "When did my life take a turn for the worse?" Have I stooped so low, that I only feel joy through hurt? I’m no longer living; now I’m just waiting for the end Will death come knocking today?…maybe tonight? Take one last picture. Make sure it’s black and white. I no longer see the color of happiness. Take a seat in the back, and prepare for the show Because I’m ready for the end, so let the credits roll My life is nothing more than a Shakespearian tragedy With the hecklers in the front row yelling bleed, bitch bleed! No one obviously cared enough to stop the hands of fate So I’m fulfilling my destiny, one I have chosen to narrate Don’t feel sorry for me, or look back and shed a forced fear 'Cause I was once like you, before blackness overtook my soul I now understand what I need to do, it’s as clear as my mind Roll the end credits, as I go back for another round with the blaze The last profound cut will stop the darkness from flowing inside Behind my phony smile, I will no longer have to hide Like I said once before, "Don’t shed a tear for me." Because I am the only that is resting in peace The screen goes black as they continue to scream… Bleed, bitch bleed… |
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11-02-07, 02:35 AM | #2 | ||||||
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IP: 16BB 0A96
damn ma... dis was some real shit.
u gave me a sick mental picture like crazy. it was hot fo real. i'll be peepin mo of ya shit! h0lla |
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11-06-07, 11:45 PM | #3 | |||||
A Life Of Chryme
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IP: 17A3 8BF2
wow...this is dope.
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A LIFE OF CHRYME |
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11-07-07, 12:32 AM | #4 | |||||||
Middle Weight
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IP: 16BB 0A96
Word, thanks bro.
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11-07-07, 07:04 AM | #5 | ||||
-da prophit-
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IP: D732 E31C
word like the piece... very deep.. some of my stuff like this.. u had alot to say and this was more of my style... do me a favor and check out some of my open mics and tell me wut u think. thanks
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11-07-07, 02:19 PM | #6 | |||||||
Middle Weight
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IP: A293 3B59
Appreciate it bro.
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