Blind bastard Eye Lids..so how did it come to this?
Enigma of the Purest yet you fail to make Emphasis
the deepest Abyss..of a solemn chamber of thoughts
where feelings are hated N Distraught but not Caught
so I Bought a new Aura..jus that something thats Purer
where you can feel it yourself & decide nothing can be Surer
to the Core..a Cataract of Sights Enbedded into Cells
locked up N Abondoned far from Wishings in the Wells
Coasted by Bells..that sound you hear as Silence draws Near
is it the start of a new year or jus the Attractment of Fear
can you Hear? its like a Ringing yet we all still cant See
an Idol of Amazement that we still cant be sure if it can Be
Joy? Fun? Glee? thats nuttin that you can Dare compare to Me
its like the Sea w/ No Salt..its a Tax w/ No Fee
I mean it doesnt Exist so Resist & be a Pacefist
Eyes clog up like Mist..tried to Look but sumthing Missed
was it b/coz I'm Pissed? but even Microscopes couldn't Magnify
the Biggest most beautiful being..Example just off the Sky
I yearn to Fly..get outta this World..Universes are Waiting
far from Leadership Elections..I'm sick of that shitty Debating
the Hating..the Foundership n the Stuff thats Immoral..
..like Hosed down Leadership
where Questions are Unanswered but Answers are Questioned
you could Bring in a Good Idea yet it would never be Mentioned
now in Detention..my Food for Thought sent me Unstable
for Encouraging myself for Bringing More to the Table
N not being Able to Avoid the Views of Others
coz I listen to my Brothers n the Views of Other Mothers
take in their Ideas & Try to plz the World
but not listening to Myself..and More Ideas are Hurled
across Rooms w/ no Walls..N walls w/ No Floors
till they drop to Oblivion Striving to the Cores
of a Prone Hazard Mind..that finds it Hard to Find
to Look straight Forward..Instead of Always Behind
but wot do I know?? I'm jus a Mentally Unstable Ex-Dictator
A serial Against-Hater and a thought Possessed Debater
I just Explained the Hatred in those Lines n the Self-Implagued Disease
but wen I looked Closer in the Mirror..I found out it was Me