Background

We met in a bar…got together and in one night I actually went to far
Biting at my knuckles…fulfilling my fantasies in the back of her car
She was a straight freak…when it came to the bed
Didn’t understand shit…but she was stuck in my head
Threesomes with her friends, never met anyone quite like this girl
So after 13 months we intersected our worlds
But after a while things just slowed down
And our lifes faded and drowned
She said let me just sit you down…I think we need to talk
Im ready to break up…So I stood to take a little walk

The Story
I’m basically pacing and shaking...
...She kicked me out of the house again
I’m hastily waiting im angry...
...She knows I’m bad with words and friends
Been together for over 15 months...and I’m not sure if i can commit
I can say that i love her...but I’m in it because she’s as easy as they get
so were easily fit...right for one another...
so why am i outside…walking in this weather
I’ve said some wrong things...but she excused my words before
I said I was sorry…and I am…down to my core
Good lord!!! When will she learn…she cant live without me
I’m her love…basically her life…literally!
But shes left me bitterly…angry, she was like family
I’m what she needs…and she’s way in it over her knees
I cant wait till I get back…if she actually takes me back
Out of nowhere she kicked me out…I thought it was a mishap
As I walked I was gaining control over myself…
I came to the conclusion that I didn’t need her and…
The problems she put me through were bad for my health
So yeah I guess you can say we broke up…but it was mutual
I never really understood…what happened that day…
To make her act so unusual!!

Conclusion
That day still bothers me what did I do to have it end that way
I really though shed be the one…I loved her…as to say
I’ve been confused and lost....wondering about the loose ends
Wondering why ends didn’t meet…until I found out...
…..she was lesbian.