"Always My Favorite"

Chorus(repeat 2x)
No matter what you do, or what you say
I will always feel the same for you every day
At times talkin, Thought you was the one in the world
Even though your not,You'll always be my favorite girl

Verse
How can the first day we met, be the same one I regret
10 months of my lively best, at times it was put to test
Now 10 months of love bets, has put me in 10 months of debt
Never realise words to ease ya stress, can puts others will to rest
My eyes now blurd, to the point I can berly see the path I walk
My body like my heart, broken to the point till i cease to talk
One of the few that could ever make my rare tears drop
But please beleive, my love for you will never stop
Yes my words might seem harsh till it seems of hatred
Was hopping upon return, your direct love will help me make it
Now faded, can no more be demostrated, love got me intimidated
Pray for gods strength, that my emotions wont ever be easily infiltrated
I don't know how it is for you, I just know how it is for me
Rather you didn't message me, but told me personaly
Maybe the last thing you see from me, don't consider this blessin me
Hurt to know the reality, that I will never hold Chris or Destiny

Chorus(repeat 2x)
No matter what you do, or what you say
I will always feel the same for you every day
At times talkin, Thought you was the one in the world
Even though your not, You'll always be my favorite girl

Verse
Im happy for awhile, your essence made me impregnable
You words change me from being alot more less sexual
While at the same time, made me grow more intellectual
Stay worried about you, my life now reseambles a cliffhanger
Already fell from the edge with no ending plot, now im in danger
As i fall racing past is strangers, I know I can't make with anger
Pushing away my unknowns, cuz i want to lay at your feet proned
Whats the point of being humble, when it just leaves you alone
How can lust be worst than love, lust is harder than doing love
Make love then bust, and not worrying about captured doves
No worrying about going opposite directions, just your own protection
Oppsite of lust has me putting bullet holes in my reflection, to rid infection
Feel like im the definition of what is the known as the abyss
Friends go a miss, love disspears in to the midst, steady loosing my gift
If everything thats me becomes abyss, then where is the point of why I exist

Chorus(repeat 2x)
No matter what you do, or what you say
I will always feel the same for you every day
At times talkin, Thought you was the one in the world
Even though your not, You'll always be my favorite girl

Verse
Yes I understand, you claim your not good enough to be my girl
Your better than enough, your the only one i desire in this world
Just this weekend I thought the world was soo small on saturday
But realise it isn't, cuz my closet seems to be so far away
Beyond contact, Call it being speechless to be exact
Wish I can exchange my voice, to hear yours as i progress my track
It said the ones who can best adapt will remain in our reality
I say the ones who best adapt will seek their own fatality
Keep changing from the start, nothing will be there at the end
Same goes if we keep changing from lovers to just friends
What hurts more, pain from the outside or within, or just feeling both
Experiencing them simoltaneously, can desolve solid beings to ghosts
Loved so much, Suffered much more for nothing that i can recieve
Fell for the false so much, for something i actuallied beleive
Dont mention me, a.k.a. the one who is so unneccesary
Why deeply care, when my existences in others lives is
.....so temporary.....

Chorus(repeat 2x)
No matter what you do, or what you say
I will always feel the same for you every day
At times talkin, Thought you was the one in the world
Even though your not, You'll always be my favorite girl