We reach,we fall and yet I stay to remain your foolish thrall
Just answer the phone since you were the one begging me to call
Am I your soulmate or another PussyCat for some bump and grind?
Make up your own mind cuz there's nothing left to hide behind
Why do we continue to play this childish game of hide n seek?
Get your ass over here now,face to face and then you can speak
This growing frustration due to a month without communication
Goddamnit,why are you unable to have one decent conversation?

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

The Competition

Then finally you pick up your phone but I should've known
Again the true you is shown,want me so you're not alone
To hit it sometimes until you start chasing other dimes
Hang up,call back begging me to help you with ya rhymes
Fool me once,shame on you.Fool me twice,then shame on me
One thing I can guarantee:this pussy,you'll no longer see
Don't try those false promises cause I'm gonna be allright
My future is bright,I continue to smile and party tonight
Quit the circus,no more reason to pretend you're my friend
No turning back but you'll realize what you lost in the end
Unfortunately for you,it'll be too late cause I won't wait
You are indeed my soulmate but no one can change their fate

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

Eric...gotta hand it to you...the timing was just right
But may I ask what the hell possessed you to call me tonight?
...Maybe you heard about Laurenz and me or that I'm free...
Full of sweet talk like you used to on your loving spree
Had a nice conversation even though it was early morning
Until you said those 3 magical words without any warning
Was so shocked that I didn't know what else to say but ok
Why?Don't you remember the struggle we went through everyday
Mean looks behind our backs,used to call me your white dime
Defending ourselves while we should've been at our prime
Maybe they were right,maybe chocolate doesn't mix with milk
I loved you,how could I forget your touch,so smooth as silk
Will always care for you but can't do it again...not now
...I truly wish the prejudices would parish but how...
My heart has just been bruised and deep inside I feel used
But then you come along,causing my mind to be so confused
Memories reviving,still remember how hard I once fell
Had me captured in a spell but now I'll let time tell
Just be patient and allow me to get some things straight
And then maybe,I'll accept your invitation for a date

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

O.Y.D.

23rd of February 2005, 4 pm
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Pissed because I was supposed to go with you to Mr. Snoop
All over now since you rather go with ya gangsta group
But that's okay sweet thang,what we once had is over now
I'll miss our nightly talks but you refused to make a vow
I hope you'll have fun tonight,not with me but with ya crew
Why do you even care where I'll be? Truth is I have no clue
Probably what any single girl would do: having a good time
I will never forget the good old days when I was your dime
But I have to move on, let me be free and find my own way
Taking my life in my own hands again,starting over today
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And I do realize I have said this too many times before
Just trust me, I'll smile and shake it down on the floor
So don't even think I'll come crawling back at your feet
Cause boy, I need a soldier and you're nowhere near street
You may have the look but if you go deeper: it's all fake
Nothing but a phony snake, too bad you made a big mistake
Laurenz, you should've known I'm not the one to play with
From now on, us being together will be nothing but a myth

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

Ma$fit

17th of March, 11:12 pm
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Worried 'cause you're never late, always right on time
Sorry I hurt you but don't act like I commited a crime
Stress took over control, I even failed my maths exam
So please talk to me or at least show you give a damn
Because thinking about you gets me through another day
Sitting on my knees begging you: "boo boo, please stay!"
But it seems like you don't even care about me anymore
Maybe you're losing the interest you were feeling before
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If that's the case, I'm asking you to tell it to my face
Just remember...those sweet memories: I'll never erase
Because I still have so much love for you in my heart
I don't know if I'll be able to accept us being apart
But all I want is you to be happy, with or without me
I'll never regret loving you for I'm glad I found thee
Passion for you is here to stay forever, so deep inside
Even if you'd stop caring, at least I can say: "I tried"

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

15th of May, 1:48 pm
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Tick tock tick tock, can you not hear the ticking of the clock?
As time flies by I continue to walk with my heart on lock
For it has been opened and crushed enough in the past
Nothing will ever last as life passes me by so fast
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Eyes on the future, working to get my ass in Chitown
Always on the move, never resting, can never lie down
Got my hopes on Columbia College yet it'll be very hard
Although I receive high regard, I'm terrified of being discard
My parents worry about the high price I will have to pay
But their sad eyes portray how they hate me going away
Even though I have yet to be accepted their hearts ache
For my own sake, this is a unique chance I have to take
Took TOEFL test and passed with such class and style
As I see my mom's proud smile I know it was worthwhile
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Now I work every weekend to get the money I will need
Until my hands bleed but I am certain that I'll succeed
For this is my dream, my passion, everything I live for
With one foot through the door, like an eagle I'll soar

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

3rd of June, 3:17 am
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Beep beep...beep beep...who the hell be pagin' me in middle of the night?
Maybe I'm just dreaming but perhaps I am right, blinded by that fluo-light
My inbox is opening, let's see who has something to say to me this time
What I read is a ridiculous rhyme: ayo wussup my white, sublime dime?
Sent by Mr. Cool who I haven't heard from in ages and suddenly he pages
Our bond works in stages: best and then worst, until his loneliness rages
Then I am his world, his precious baby girl for who his love never passed
But when I ask him why we have never last, he answers: "it's the contrast
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Between us: we grew up in other areas and experienced different cases
You've been to mo places, I've seen mo faces, craving for your embraces
'Cause you know I want you, don't you remember how we used to grind?
You're constantly on my mind, having visions how I took you from behind
So please baby girl, I cannot live without you here, gimme another chance
Fascinated as I throw a glance to your heavenly body, I just wanna dance
Believe me when I say that you're the greatest woman on this entire earth
Blessed world since your birth but you don't even know what you're worth"
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Haha! Do you actually think I'm still buying this crap you are saying to me?
Nuh uh cutie, I can see right through you plus I do enjoy finally being free
Who needs a lousy man like you when I can go out with my girls and smile
Sorry if I sound a bit hostile but that's my new style, you weren't worthwhile
I am saving all my loving for someone who's loving me: you failed that test
So you can move along, continue your pussy quest 'cause I ain't impressed
Acting like Mr. Big and thinking you're the man when that's not who you are
Doesn't matter if ya bumping a million dollar car 'cause ya dick is below par
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...Asshole...

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

2 round battle against femcee (mizunderstood) on another site



Damn girl, you just keep begging on your knees to battle a hot femcee
"Come here to see a soccer loving lesbian plea" as night show on BBC
No wonder you're into real estate, the way you stay open for inspection
Too bad ya folks realized too late they should've used some protection
Swallow? Or Spit prude! ... I am still gonna ravish ya ass like Rick Rude
Cuz I can make every reader spit food if I posted pics of this chick nude
I spit fire but your writtens dire while The Queen stays beaming rookies
And your empire has no dickriders cause it’s apparent ya team is Pussy
Vibrator as your only friend cause ya just too shy to approach a real guy
Bush gotta thank ya: US economy got boost of all them boytoys you buy
Bitch started cryin when I confront her with da truth and get even blunter
You just a whore swallowing way more shit than fucking Heather Hunter
Claiming to be a hippity hop chica when you keep on “rocking the Pink”
Proud member of Dairy Queen.inc while reppin ya AllStars on skatin rink
Still learning, here’s book: rapping for dummies, don’t teach this in school
My intentions were not cruel but you now got overruled by Queen ya fool!

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...