Dude you are to paranoid! LOL, from all your posts you sound terrified in disbelief, you are over analyzing everything, I'm cheerful because of God and I put my trust in him, there are times I'm sad etc. But I refuse to keep myself in that state, I use to be massively depressed, suicidal thoughts at times. Trust me when I say right now there is a lot going on in my life and I should be emo right now, but am I? No. No ones life is perfect, but I refuse to feed to the negative in my life, sometimes I do, but it's rare and short in time. I'd rather put myself in a happy state then, "I'm sad, life sucks" etc.

Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Matthew 11:29

I put all my problems in Gods hands, why stress when it is not necessary? Why be in a state of paranoia? I use to be like that, I had anxiety for every little thing, I was always scared.

There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

Fear does not come from God, but the devil. Some advice relax, you are looking at things in a complex view, when I'm speaking in simple.

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