There’s only so many sorries a mind can take
before a person falls down, stumbles and breaks.
It isn’t worth all the pain I’ve had, all the things
I’ve went through just to get a piece that’s mad.
Can’t understand the other side, just wanting
to get on a good tide.
Wonder at night is this really worth it, then in
the day I confirm it.
Still the things I put up with are insane, slanders
and her wanting me to change.
Little by little, I succumb to the wishes, little
by little I stop throwing switches.
Stuck in love, but can’t find a way out, this
is my story of how one man can’t shout.
Slowly falling and increasing in speed, never
going to tell you the things I need.
Physically enjoyable but mentally unstable,
I tell myself I’m willing and capable, but
some days like today its just too much for me
to handle.

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