at times i look on my life as a spectator......
looking back on the past
hearing my replies to jealous haters......
and wonderin why the didn't beat my ass

by many peers i'm labeled fearless...
a heartless bastdard none the less
how does my mother feels when she hears this?
and how do i pass life's daily tests?

when i'm alone i stare deep into walls
remenissing on my past...
looking on my ups and my downfalls
thinking how i had to grow up so fast

my father has always been around
but he never gave a fuck
he drove my gifts into the ground
by which my heart was deeply struck

he treats my moms like shit
but she still sticks around
hoping one day he'll come from this
and the past can be rewound

to a better day......
a better way.....
a promise of a tomorrow
without hurt or sorrow

until that day i'll 4eva roll on
stay 4eva strong
be a man for my 7 brothers & sistaz(2brothaz dead)
and bring hell on earth 2 hatin ass bitches(damestik)

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