I was told to live life to the fullest, to accept all its glory..
But it seems as if its a new chapter, with the same story..
These facades bore me, I yearn to see your true colors..
To see the world..& for me to be its next great wonder..
But I grow dumber, seemingly backtracking through life..
Yesterday i was paying bills..tomorrow ill learn to ride a bike..
Try as I might, ill never find the strength to put forth effort..
Using my pride as a shield..so it isnt my feelings that get hurt..
Measure my minds worth..and open my eyes to finally see..
Cent-A-Mental...Heh..It looks as if its only valueable to me..
Im trying to sleep... FUCKING NEIGHBORS JUST LET ME BE..
Maybe its not who I had previously thought..
And there goes another missed opportunity...
So this is me..Stuck where I am but home is where I make it..
Cuz tomorrow will be more of the same thing...


Another Risk Not Taken.