Pain...

Creepy seeping pain causes me to go insane
in my brain, feels like cocaine, ignite the propane
try to sane but the craziness consumes me with pain
the flame is always around me, i never received the dismissals
thinkin its the end might commit suicide with my pistols
get rid of emotions with missiles, will i live thru this
its ludicrous on the table there's a knife for my wrist
i start writin my letter to u all why ima leave earth
i quote God even though i never went to church
this pain hurts so much like a thousand needles
try to stay strong but i feel wrong im actin feeble
in a dark corner its just me, my gun, and my soul
the agony's flowin thru me feelin like winter's cold
now im frozen all my limbs are unable to make a motion
i see the smoke from my mouth so i think of the ocean
i can see that its free and thats what i really need
ask God for forgiveness and thats advice that i heed
now a bright light shines down upon me and i kno its heaven
it feels warm and it caresses my cold body and it lets me in
my body disperses and becomes part of the light
this is what happens when people have strife in thier life
in conclusion the solution comes from the retribution
now everything is coming back to its original state like restitution