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True Love
The thoughtz are racing, you know the feeling..can't obtain a single thought...
my heart had been chasing....facing the only true love...and wanting to speak but not..
seeing him stand there..my feelings hidden in a facade of smiles and laughs...
wishing the hurt would leave..and the depression pass...
because i can not articulate my feelings to him...he holds my heart in love captivity...
i envision us together...sharing love and fun and all activities...
he knows my illusion is just that...a feeling i must hide...
his girl is by his side...and my man iz next to mine...
I'm also not showing...these mixed feelings for him...
should i wait and break the news slowly...or leave on a whim...
create a disturbance..and break his heart and he break hers....
my body wants me to leave mine...and my heart starts to concur...
i decide that i must leave my prior..he can not provide like my fantasized dream...
he thinks that i am cheating...a whore....just chasing a fling...
its not just a fling..this thing..its love and pure affection....
and its jus not one way..my fantasy wants to make the same connection...
he just doesn't know it...he must be hiding feelings too...
i know he wants to be like Usher....singin bout his boo..
These hidden feelings..leaving us both confused and uneased...
These hidden feelings..leaves us wishing..we could both do as we please...
---but it can never be sooo....hidden feelings prevent our passion...
and we must remain friends...mates in mind....carry on..in orderly fashion....