(talking) im fuckin sick of this, everyday its the same ol shit but somethin new to drive ya ass crazy, good times never come but bad times will roll on forever....

(flow)
im sick of the life that i be leadin/
suprised myself that im still breathin/
no one seein that im quickley bleedin/
they be dealin wit shit they be needin/
tryin to escape from this horrible place/
leavin behind a corpse and a blood trace/
self inflicted wounds all over my face/
stab wound on my chest from a knife blade/
girl friend fuckin drivin me insane/
how can the love of my life bring so much pain/
leavin me behind with a hollowed out brain/
fuck love, never gonna do that shit again/
times never change they always seem the same/
sittin on my bed covered in blood stains/
feelin like no one ever knew my name/
the pain dont stop cant even remember when it begun/
life not worth livin so gimmie that gun/
im'a fuckin show you how lifes been fun/
people diein and leavin like they was never here/
missin them always feelin them near/
friends becomin enemies each and every year/
stabbin you in the back when you filled wit fear/
stealin and talkin talkin and stealin/
supposed to be your freinds til it comes to dealin/
they too good for you now/
to good to be known/
friends make the worst enemies thats just the way it goes/
life nothin but loses theres nothin to be gained/
work your life for greatness and you just die in the end/
i dont want to be a legend/
i dont want to be remembered/
im gonna be the suicidle guy that got his head severed/
nothing to live for is there life after death?/
should i even try to fix things/
or should i leave this world a mess/
the best thing that can be done right now/
is findin support somewhere/
outside the in crowd