What Lies Beneath

I watch you from a distance, waiting for the instant to attack,
Minutes pass by limitless, I'm impatiently waiting to crack.
I snap and run towards you, force you down to the ground.
You call my name and I ignore you, my breathing is the only sound.
Your bleeding is constant and your screaming is honest but nonsence,
Your heartbeat is not in sync and it retreats to a hollow din,
I'm folowing your eyes as you watch me stand and stab you,
As you wallow in surprise, you cry to stop but I just grab you.
I drag you down the darkest valley at the side of the road,
I ask you where your heart is and why its beats silently alone?
You're gonna die on your own, and its the ultimate justice.
Lust is crying alone, but love is just this....
I wasn't your wife, I was your mistress,
I was never in your life enough to live this,
So now if I excercise suicide, will we be together?
Or will our lives divide, and I chase you alone forever?
Now I'm gonna bury you like treasure, my heart will be the map...
I will never ever forget, torn apart, you can always count on that.


(Months pass)


And now...
I sit back and relax, Finaly coming to face facts
I took his life, And not even God can replace that
Now my lifes completly changed, I gotta take it in my stride
Knowing this guilt trip,Is one that could keep me down for life
I took that Knife, Remembering how I stabbed and dragged
But now the tables turned, I cry knowing it was no mis-hap
Alone in this place, I regret what happened that cold night
As my world begins to fly past , I sit and hold tight
I shiver a cold fright, Wishing I could turn back time
People outside enjoying freedom, In here I lack mine
Surrounded by the dull grey walls, Being driven insane
I remember that night, him on floor, Screaming my name
A lone tear takes a stroll down my face, Tickling me
I regret what I did, Now im stuck wishing I was free
See, for what I did Ill be stuck in this prison for years
And my only way of saying sorry, Is by releasing more tears