If I could take it all back just a minute in time
And Bleed it all out leavin' blemishes behind
All the times I didn`t try, nights in denial
Contemplating suicide, with the phone on dial
Though deep down inside, i'd never take a life
Cause I see my mothers portrait, steady in sight
I know the pain and anguish that it could cause
Bearing it all, tryin' not to be a lost cause
Telling myself things like i`ll try and I doubt it
MIssed opportunities saying I never really found it
And in the mix of things i`d miss the silver lining
Cause I was seeking gold, just another lost sighting
So I try to recall through all the bickering fighting
That I will make it, I will make it, The God Almighty...

Now if I could take it back, for a minute in time
I`d experience it first for a lesson afterwards..
I would've been myself cause ya'll want to change me
It`s quite an accomplishment if ya can remain -
Free, of the pressure put upon ya and -
Play it out plainly..
Majority rules I was often on the other side
Sometimes the majority were fools, an' I was right
-But no I`d reside the same as the rest
Following what went around wrapped around my neck
Until the point i`d lose my breath
While the lectures heard at best
Were just mere images not finished yet..
I said I wanted changes, all of which forgotten
The world damned rotten, not cause people harm it
-But those who do nothing -
At all, bringin' about the tragedies of life
Which is not that it ends so soon
-But us thinkin' we have the virtue to wait so long
For us as humans to bloom into something nice...

I understand my mission in life isn't complete
No man`s is until they defeat it purposely
If your alive it`s on repeat
As your feet are just rewinding..
It's much too important to take seriously
LIfe is just a winding road, I curiously
Feared it and pleaded repeadedly until
The day it all stopped..
Hopped out of my head and for a minute
I could feel it again and it said..
"People know the cost of everything
-But the value of nothing..
If your brain is tellin' you to sing
Then sing something..
Life IS hard so deal with it..
Compared to what though, the fear in it?
Now let me tell you..this is what to do..
Blame no one, expect nothing and do something
An' ya dreams come true..."

For a minute in time this is what I heard
The blue bird cries at night cause it's alone
A beautiful word n' tune of the night life melody
Will set you free to be whatever you want to be
And see all that you will always see to achieve
What you believe will lead you to victory..
Trust in your dreams therefore you'll be lead..
To an eternity of tears shed behind in your life..
Speak up when you'd like, be yourself, it`s alright
Say a prayer in public, say God bless you
Eat what you like, dance like it`s retro
ASk that big question, Do what you do..
Forget back talk, gossip, and be you...

So now i'm back to square one
Ready to bear none cause i'm scared and
Not even the hopeless prayers could help..

Wait..

..It just struck me though..
Alls I need is the strength in myself
And for a minute, wait..For a Second will do..
To say the words.."I love you"