Originally Posted by Refleccz

^^I honestly don't know. I'm not a psychologist. But, I think it may have had an influence. So, yes, I do.








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Originally Posted by Mad Dog

word...you know i REALLY think you should explore the bi-curious feelings you've been having coz that way you'll know for definite whether you're gay or not...i'm no psychologist either...but the way i read it...subconciously, past experiences have made you feel like only men are attracted to you...so you've mirrored it through being gay...and i used the word subconciously so i AM NOT SAYING you are aware of it...but i think you should at least try it out just ONCE...coz you know what they say...don't knock it until you've tried it

Originally Posted by Refleccz

^^Yea...but if you say that, I can say, "Don't knock men until you try them." Of course, the difference is I do have a curiosity that comes and goes. It's more of a passing thought rather than persistent. I have a clear idea of the type of female I would want to try.






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Originally Posted by Refleccz

I was 7 years old.

This is when we lived on 18th St. NE. My mom was friends with Debbie who lived down the street. She had a son named Bobby. From what I can recall, Bobby probably was 17 years old or so. Anyway, one day I was playin on his stoop by throwing rocks in his direction. After a while, he said, "If you throw one more rock, Imma do something to you." I don't know why I did it, but I threw one more in his direction anyway. So, he made me go into the hallway of his building and pull my pants down. Right there, he stuck his dick in my ass and penetrated me. Afterward, he said, "If you tell someone, you're going to get in so much trouble." And, for some dumb reason, I believed him. I never told anyone what happened until I was 19 years old.

On another occasion, I was in his apartment when he said, "put my dick in your mouth." I was eating chips and said, "I can't cuz Im eatin chips." He was like, "Spit them out." So, again, I did what he said.

On another occasion, he was over my house with my uncle Butch. They were friends. I remember Bobby feelin on me while I was trying to sleep one night. I never told anyone that it happened.

As a result of that sexual abuse, I grew up with anger issues. I withdrew. But, it has made me strong in the sense that I can survive anything that comes my way.


yea...a real barrel of fuckin laughter.





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Originally Posted by Mad Dog

this is true...however, going by past experiences i've had nothing that i feel has effected my choice of sexuality...and i dont mean that in a bad way...i'm very comfortable with my sexuality and i know my choice is the right one...but as you're bi-curious...are you sure your choice is the right one?

Originally Posted by Implicit

I have a question for you. As dumb as this may sound, I really am curious.

Do you enjoy being gay? Or would you rather be straight?



This isn't meant to offend you. It's from my curiosity.

Originally Posted by Reflecz

Salvation is not by works...That's a philosophy NOT adopted by Christianity. It's called LEGALISM. Legalism basically says that if you do good, you go to heaven. The bible says, if I accept Jesus as my Savior, I'm SAVED. There's the difference. My sin is God's opportunity to work more in me. No one will be completely sinless when they die. That's where Jesus and his sacrifice come into play. His blood provides the eternal covering that serves as remission from sin. There is NO scripture that says homosexuality is the "WORST" sin or the "unforgiveable" sin. In fact, 1 John 1:9 says..."He's able to cleanse us from ALL unrighteousness." And, the last time I checked, ALL meant ALL.

Originally Posted by Reflecz

I'm bored with it.









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Originally Posted by Yvonne

so what are u gonna do now?

Originally Posted by Serb

Thats how the homies around my crib give respect.