hey.. i know its abit bizare talking about an illness on rapforms but i really need some help cuz im stuck wid a huge fuckin problem on my sholders.. i have might have damage to my brain,, i mean i literally cannot remember past events ive lost track on where places are, i cant recall anything from telephone numbers 2 things people say.. i cant play music i suck at rap writing poetry or anything in general.. it's a real problem for me and i feel as if im at risk of dieing... does anyone know how to make the brain more alert and faster so i can manipulate my thoughts better cuz i literally am confused and disorientated.. do u know anyways dat might help me.. thanks... please advise me on wot to do...

Should probably see a doctor.

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Der fucking useless i need to know wot kind of things will sharpen my memory so i can flow better any suggestions?

Try playing simple videogames that involve having to remember certain things to progress. Like you know how there is that game where there is a bunch of cards and each card has a pair and you gotta flip the cards trying to fin a pair by flippin two cards face up at a time.

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THE TRUTH IS I'M BETTER THAN YOU

send me some games please dat you think'll be ideal cuz i cant remember shit... ive been blasting music in my ears all sorts.. i cant remember where anything is the attention span is so low and wots worse no1s doing anything so im fuckin depressed and ill.

Kirk is right dude. Docs can be as useless as idian folk frying fish+chips but that is there profession+ they are best for advice+can refer you 2 a counciller and all kinda shit like that.Iv been battleing that kinda shit for along time.But i can also guarentee that your memory aint that fucked to remember that docs is the way to go!
Period.

Yeah, man. I think they would know better what might help your problem than a bunch of dudes not qualified. Yes, Lav's idea may help you, but if it's as serious as you claim, playing a video game is not going to help you. You need to see a doctor, find out how serious it is, and let him tell you things that may help your situation. Maybe there's even some kind of medication that can help you. Atleast check it out, man.

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Get a CAT scan and talk to a Dr. If there is brain damage they will help you, but if it is just your brain being slow for some reason, research has shown that people who do crosswords, puzzles, those type of games put off Alzheimers. Always good to be sharp too.

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der is fuckin brain damage i cant find my way around like if i wanted to go to somemeones house miles away i cant get der im inclosed in my thoughts and its a fuckin nightmare i cant learn anything... i think its brain damage and i'll try do games and cross words but i dont see it helping anything else u can suggest... doctors are useless.. the fucker of a doctor wont put me on meds so if i end up suiciding its entriely der fault.

Ask 2 see another doctor.If not satisfied go 2 another surgery.

cuz i have brain damage i dont know wot to say i cant speak clearly im really fucked should i just do myself in...im fuckin 20 and had this life long..ive had a horrible hard life.. so fuckin angry. i cant do anything like dat cuz i cant express myself 2 well.. i called an ambulance and they wouldnt even take me to hospital asswipes.

How the fuck are you manageing too spell or write then???
1. Write a letter to doctors for help.Or
2.Call the police threatening to self harm.
3. If all that fails.Walk into a pub naked+refuse to move.Police will be called+then explain that you are losing your mind + demand help.
4.If still ignored go to docs and refuse to move until help is forthcoming.

brain damage doesnt mean youre retarded and cant do shit with ur life

i have brain damage from 7 concussions i can live with it...

I never said he was retarded, he needs help and if the doc's wont help, this is ways of how he will get help no doubt.

I was goin off the reading and writing part of ur post not how to help him out lol

either way hes making it seem like hes dying poor him and all that shit, really.. live with it and learn to overcome it.