He was born into a tragic household
His Mom and dad were never home
So all alone, he grew inner demons
Cultivated his wet dream for 3 months
School began and his plan then hatched
First grab the teacher, unlace her pants
There was no way she could resist him
Worked out his tendons and ligaments
Who knew the teacher just looked classy
They both enjoyed to leave the room trashy
Cant spend time together, moods swining
Too bad, little johnny was born to... tragic beginning

oops...next - Lack of gain

i look from where i am, i see tha people laugh...
a wrist slit is all that's left, death through a blood bath...
i once had lady luck to love me, now she's just despises...
i only hoped that when i had opposite, it was her in disquises...
i was wrong u know...i may never have the luck...
where i am now is where i will stay, can't move... stuck...
tha lower buildings like ghetto shafts are mansions...
not even through a quest of books will my mind expect expansion...
can i make it towards a goal? but then again... will i try?
or just forget to dry my eye... as i lay wit no sleep n cry?
tha game of life has handed me my card...each say lack of gain...
so i will be reborn to try again and again...

next - purgatory... (the place between life and death)

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obscurity clarifies, sense returns and I realize...
I'm in that place, by Gods grace, where one world and the other combines...
demise gripped my soul and dragged me out from the game...
only sixteen years old and already heading toward the flame?
damn, false prophets told me this was just a state of mind...
while my momma held hope that the Lord would save me in time...
my partner in crime was hate on the streets i let raise me...
when my conscience spoke out, my homies thought i was crazy...
were they even my friends and were they even left grievin'?
and how did i end in a place that i refused to believe in?
dear God, now i found you please dont tell me its late...
why must you abandon me in this eternal await...

Next Topic: Unfinished Business

chillin,dealin,feelin betta den most days...
my blokk been hot 4 a minute,cops n glokks in da way...
sum car das parked starts 2 rev its engine...
cross my shoulder n i spy windows inched open exposin its intention...
a clip loads,eye lids close in hopes its pg-13,n all we see is dirt quenched,its thirty...
mayb it waz lukk,i got away,made it 2 the trunk,n got the gauge...
aint see faces but w/ age da process of elimination becomes second nature...
my bidnis is far from over,money froze,stopped hustling...
pakkin heat n add weaklings 2 da sheet as stove top stuffing...
but i kno sum1 still on my porch,corpse poured on the floor under the city streets...
the board committe speaks...aint takin up arms,we draggin out bodies...
fukk em all,we did it 4 ours these bars jus committed a robery...

Topic = Life After Death
Idiotic Topic By You... So I Put In A New One.
-Axe

Caught Up In The Game Got Me Questioning..
My Beginning And When We Meet Our Ending..
What Happens With This Life When It Is Over..
Do We Get A 2nd Chance Or Is It Game Over..
Will I Meet God And Learn About The Meaning Of Life..
Find Out The Reason That We Live Through Strife..
Will I Meet All That I Lost In One Big Meeting...
Did I Live My Life Wrong, Will Satan Give Me A Greeting..
Will Anyone Come To My Funeral Will My Friends Cry..
Or Is It All A Lie, Do We End Up Help Less When We Die..
I Will Just Have To Wait To Find Out My Ending Fate..
Then I Can Finally Answer This Internal Debate..

Topic: True Hiphop

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we got a thug here and a thug there...wat happened to the music?
who tha fuck cares? true hip-hop died wit Tupac... now no one will use it...
keep it real but tha fakeness of 3-D surrounds me...
a plane of existance soon to destroy my brain...release my mind n unbound me... <<quicker line
y do u use otha's rhythms n beats? sinnin to reap...
benefits to try... to... be... winnin tha streets?
but i will try to bring it right back... wit tha right fact...
that if i don't try... hip-hop n rap will die in a fight... BLAP BLAP!

<<slower>>
i'm not sure wat else to do...
i'm not sure if myself is true...
but tha thing is if u think about you... <<rise towards end
do u believe in true hiphop too?

{i don't know....}
it's all against us... we need to survive to revive...
tha hiphop revelation, retaliate to release eyes...
of tha suffering of drowning in blood felt tears...
wat tha hell is up wit all tha cultivated fears...
each n every single one i've incubated through years...
i'll bring hiphop right back...i swear... cause i care...

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tha {i don't know...} is whispered...
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topic: I against I << not tha song but actually u against urself >>

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johnny- why do you kill?
IT'S CUZ I'M NOT U AND GOT BETTER SKILL.
but u're cuttin mah wrists like this... now i'm pissed.
SO WHATCHA GONNA DO- SWING AT "YOU" AND MISS?!
naw. i'll cut back, like that- and get back what i lack!
you can tap my mind wit crap, but you'll never get me back!
YOU'LL NEVER PROVAIL... YOU'LL DIE AND GO TO HELL
YOU'LL NEVER BE SHIT- CUZ YOU'RE NUTHIN, I CAN TELL!
YO FRIENDS HELP YOU OUT? THEY'LL NOT,
SO PLEASE JUST DIE AND FUCKING ROT.

(caps= jhonny.... lower case= me) (this was a guy wit a split personality talking to himself- "i and i")

next: why teens can get depressed. (the shit they go thru.)

The shit we go thru in time, from one 3 to one 9
are teenage years are fine, but i wish for rewind
sometimes i wanna change the things i've done
the drumline re-arranged the couple rings i run
circles of fun.....emcees grouped in circuits I Sonn
Waitin' re-workage on lungs, Rb verses stunned
6 outta 10 lines, thas the amount of coke on my mind
sick witta pen rhymes, count you as a joke un-signed
i'm bein patient, but i'm seein hatred, greed no escapin
bleed wit safe-less haven, plead Screams like Wes Craven

topic : stormy weather

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tha clouds roll in...deep n heaviest...thoughtful but grey...
a trikle of tha unknown presence from a being so... far away...
do u believe that mother nature is true to her actions?
or is it fact to u that she does it cause she needs satisfaction...
that she got us on our toes...that she's got us on a "need to know"...
basics... I can't take it... can i make it... as tha thunder rolls?
while my heart is racin?
so she puts her demons in tha hearts of abusive parents...
children hidden under beds...in closets... elusive merits...
that a victim wears proudly to stand against tha odds...
stood tall... won't fall... it's all against tha whole lot...
of tha failin exposed to misery... reborn to stalk again...
tha chalk begins to ouline raindrops of tha forgotten kin...
stop wit tha sins... tha 10 C's and tha otha 7... ***
and refresh urself instead of stayin away from...
tha tears of heaven...

Nice drop good use of topic
~Bounce~

*** << 10 commandments and tha 7 sins of tha 7-point star >>

topic: retaliation against those who did u wrong...

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hated by so many loved by a chosen few,
i swear to none other when i find you your all through,
talkin behind my back and smiling in my face,
tryin to fend to fend off the haters from invading my inner space,
everybody's times comin and the next on the list,
is all my former friends telling me that im bitch,
and im a pussy, big niggaz can't make it nowhere,
but i can show you better than i can tell you fair is fair,
when your bodies left stagnent from from shotgun fragments,
they'll all see the light and flock back like im a magnet,
but by then it's too late you've chossen your own fate,
rot in hell muthafuckas your life has been erased,

(NEXT)_ Suicidal thoughts(from a teens point of view)

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slept on battle
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/showthread.php?t=105181
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/showthread.php?t=113861

suicidal thoughts, ders always so many/
its like a disease, inflicted upon plenty/
as often as pennys, its takin over kids lives/
makin em think the only solution to problems is to use the 9/
how can i survive, with lifes constant struggles/
when teen suicide numbers are blowin up like bubbles/
goin 2 skool, be ridiculed n made jokes about/
kids makin ya want 2 die just from the words outta der mouth/
i consider u a hero, if as a teen u survived/
cuz im not sure if i will prevail...or if i will close my eyes/
will i rise, or will i just break down and cry/
or will I be the next to commit...teen suicide.../


Next Topic: ~Gun Trigger~

With The Trigger To My Head All This Pressure Wants Me Dead..
Only Way Out Is Biting The Bullet And Tasting The Lead..
My Parents Said I Am Good For Nothing My Grades Reflect It..
Girl Just Dumped Me Said I Was No Good Just What I Expected..
Why Can't I Ever Have Any Fun Amongst All This Pressure..
With All My Parents Standards It's No Wonder I Never Measure..
I Just Can't Handle All This Stress My Life Is Such A Mess..
From A Young Age My Parents Even Told Me How To Dress..
Now I'm Nothing To Them, Except Their One And Only Son..
Now Lets Fix That As I Hold Back The Trigger Of This Gun..

Topic: Are We Alone

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there is a universe in this verse that's populated...
by thoughts in a hearse... got tha first thirst for a prophit stated...
that we r not alone... there's otha's out there...
u've been next to them all tha time... but they're not anywhere...
obviously a look of confusion attacked him...
and he just smiled... u'll get it child...so i eluded tha rappin...
tha extra terristrial of celestials found in flows...
n now u know... wherever we be, we are not alone...
they show up unexpected... let us notice this...
it's not Jahova it's... just tha corrosive sh!t...
of tha mind of Jesus...please believe in this thesis...
when we least expect it... we will be able to concieve it...
that we are not alone... watch tha skies...
and find out that tha angels r home... so dry ur eyes...
and forget about tha battle cries....

{eh...off...anywayz...thanx bounce...i was feelin that one myself as well...}


topic: innoncence lost in a split second

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LOOKIN AROUND ME I SEE THERES ALL TYPES OF THEENS/
MURDERERS, THIEFS AND PEOPLE WHO PRY ON VULNERABLE TEENS/
AND NOW IM HERE WITH THEM -CLASSEED THE SAME/
ALL BECAUSE THAT POINT GAURD FOULED ME IN THE GAME/
I COULDNT STAND THE THOUGH OF PEOPLE THINKIN I BACKED DOWN/
SO AFTER THE MATCH I PUT A SLUG IN HIS BACK - HE FELL TO THE GROUND/
I CANT BELIEVE I DID IT - I LOOK EVEN MORE OF A FOOL/
I SHOULD HAVE STAYED LEVEL HEADED AND KEPT MY COOL/
I JUST HATE LOOSIN - CAN'T STAND COMIN SECOND/
NOW IM ON LOCK DOWN - INOCENCE LOST IN A SECOND/


NEXT TOPIC: ADDICTED