Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

~Topical Battles~
~ME~ Vs. Shh!writer
~ME~ Vs. Poetic Artist

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

Abandoned by my father,mom couldn't cope on her own
So by the age of fifteen I was forced to already act fully grown
Was working hard to protect the only woman in my miserable life
Tried to stay on right track but soul got attracted to the knife
Slowly went into the wrong direction,the open wounds of rejection
By the stranger I share my DNA with because of natural selection
Hustling to get food on the table,not thinking bout any decision
Dangerous collision of hatred n insecurity created blurred vision
But then suddenly the fog started rising as I looked in her eyes
The tears she disguised,her heart's been ripped apart by my lies
So I gazed within my core to discover what way I saw myself going
Started seeking for new thrill which I eventually found in flowing

Addicted to the beat,straight spittin bout issues of the street
On hip hop I relied,keeping my head up high even after a defeat
Following right path again with this music as a passionate drive
No joking around though,had to get my name out there to survive
Sending around demos,desperately yearning for this one phone call
Or long awaited letter with news that could make me climb or fall
Kept reaching for the only definite escape out of this living hell
Approachin heaven but little did I know that I had to say farewell
To my old lifestyle,to the warm nest my mother worked so hard on
New world opened,filled with wealth,our poverty was suddenly gone

Never could've imagined that the price to pay was gonna be this high
Entire life and being turned upside down,all in the blink of an eye
Jealousy and envy destroying the most profound friendship i ever had
Funny how life goes,look where I am now due to a pen and writing pad
But it's not what I thought it'd be,rap scene's never been so hostile
And as I see my momma's fake smile,I wonder if this is all worthwile
Because the loads of money don't solve the problems that lie beneath
No more respect in the hip hop game but I keep quiet n grit my teeth
Maybe I have been naive to believe I was approaching heaven's gates
Continue for my mother's sake although I'm caught up in dire straits
But heaven is just a foolish illusion created as a reason for dreams
That get shattered anyway because nothing is ever what it seems

DQ

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

Authentik Intelligence





...The future is mine...

"The Fall and Rise to Heavens Gates"



slain, body feals pain, aching I neal in vain
killed to gain, limbs numb, begin to feal lame
concealed my name from the devil that calls out
sprawed out, body lifts in air, spirit pull's about
I feal cool now, breeze begins over my skin
its over then, no flesh apon me, I'm glowin with in
no longer can feal my heart, no bones or muscles
my thoughts are puzzled, slowly my soul shall rustle
again the evil screams, I wish I knew there means
shadows of people seen, begin to glow and gleem
so as I rise, I shake, shiver and close my eyes
and remember bad thoughts and expose my lies
a million lost soul's pass me at the speed of light
fall sleep despite, darkness as the light creeps to night


I wake soon shaken, I ask was my fate mistaken
vision appears blurry, a person? whos face am I facing
lying on a dark flour, with dark walls, and a dark sky
my hearts shy, cant tell the truth's apart from lies
whos is this man showing all my faults through life
lies bring him closer, push him? the truth just might
so i confess my sins, my fear begins to rest with him
my chest is clensed, feal safe now, but the rest depends
on the choices left, no more screams, but still noises yet
I do not fear, cuz my soul feals rested , poised and set


The darkness fades, light shines, like sparkiling blades
the light starts to say, magical things, my heart is raised
I feal a sence of worth, newest feeling since my birth
its just in reverse, and no more tense fealings of hurt
could this have been a test, to send my sins to rest
no longer stuck in this world, that just depends on mess
cleansed, respectable, I begin to see a gleaming spectical
sounds of dancing and music, an amazing mystic festival
now i relize this is death, and now my spirit levetates
found gods kingdom, now its clear, this is heavens gates






~Babz~

~Topical Battles~
~ME~ Vs. Shh!writer
~ME~ Vs. Poetic Artist

~Topical Battles~
~ME~ Vs. Shh!writer
~ME~ Vs. Poetic Artist