To the fans of....
 

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My thread about "my life" and Ashley and such, I went back today, Valentines day and have an update.

So I got over there, and went straight thrugh the Green Apts. to the back and saw Christian. I was chillin with him, then we went to get Lorren from school, and after that went walking to the store. On the way to the store, I saw Ashley. :love:

She was with this little girl named Laura and her best-friend Jenny. She was all like "Oh my God, Cameron, what a surprise!" and they all gave me a hug, so I continued to the store by myself cuz Christian and Lorren had to go home and Ashley etc... had to also. I got back and Ashley, Laura, some other girl named....something i forgot, and Jenny were out talking to Ronald.

So Ashley's boyfriend has some problem with me and doesn't like her talking to me, so he was all kissing her and shit, i'm like "Eh, whatever." and started talkin to Jenny's little brother about how I still liked Ashley and whatnot. I can't even remember what we said though.

To the more important shit...

I was sitting by myself and Ronald wasn't around so I called Ashley over and had her sit next to me and listen to "Pretty Girl" by Salvation from RB with me. And when it was over, she was all like "Was that song for me?" I was like "Nah." and she said [puppydogeyes]"So you don't love me anymore?"[/puppydogeyes] I was like "Nope." and she was like "Why not?" and I said "Because you never wanted me to in the first place."

So then I was talking to Jenny and was like "I'm fuckin retarded, how can I like the same girl for over a year?" and she was like "I don't know" so I said "I was gunna come over and tell her how I feel about her, but her and Ronald are too close and shit, they prolly fucked already, it's not even worth my time." So Jenny says "No, they haven't. He keeps pressuring her to but she won't give it up. He keep's saying that he loves her and that 'She's the one' but shes just like 'Thats nice.' because she says she loves him, but hes not 'the one'"

So I was just sitting there thinking "This is DOPE!" so Jenny goes on to say that just the other day Ashley was all depressed and shit because I haven't been writing to her or coming over and she thought I was mad at her. I was like..........."Word."

So time went on and just before I had to leave, I told Jenny to meet me in front of the apartments in 5 minutes. I ran to the store and bought a rose and ran back to where Jenny was waiting. I told her, "Give this to Ashley. Tell her I said I know it's just a flower but thats all I can do for now. And tell her I was lying when I said I didn't love her anymore."

Then I left.


Maybe i'm too romantic for my own good but meh, it was really good getting that off my chest. So there you go kidsm i'll update again if anything comes out of it. :love:

well when im bored i will read this..........

Socrates = Losing player points..

You give this Ashley chick too much control.. One day she could be like, "Mhmm, I'm bored of my boyfriend, Camron I think I still like you" and you would be all like "Oh dope here have these flowers.. I actually love you too!! omg omg!"..

Whos the mack?

even when im not bored i wont read it, socrates your so lame ive done some romantic shit
{skimmed thru thats how i know }
but come on does rv realy care about your failed attempt to get laid???
my romantic shit could kill yours

^werd[EDIT:werd to Nos...I dont know what dude above me is talking about]...this sounds like a page from a 12-year-old girl's diary...

it is shcema, socrats is feminem as hell he keeps a pink lock on his rap books

Diary? Nah son, i'm sorry for actually caring about someone, it's important to me, and other people would want to know, and I know this.

Nos- am I trying to be a mack?
oreo- who are you? Some random fag who has been riding everything I say ever since I caught you biting.
schema- Seriously, you COULD ride the mods a little bit less you know.

But like the title says, it's not for stupid hating faggots, it's for the ones who wanted me to post it. So shuuuuuuuuut up.

yo for real....take this advice....if u want this girl....do this.......

get some girl that u know kinda likes you...start hangin with her whenever your around this girl that you love....make sure she sees you hangin with this random girl....trust me...she will get jealous.....you shouldnt have done the thing with the flower....now she knows she can do whatever with you...because she knows she has you....keep on acting like you dont like her....and she will eventually start likin you again......and even when yall do start back liking eachother again....dont give her power...still kinda act like you dont like her that much....until you know you got her on lock....then you can do all that sweet romantic shit....but until then...just kinda blow her off, flirt with other girls, and act like u dont love her no more....trust me...it will work...

chill fag...im just trying to snap you out of it...go back and read what you wrote and picture my name as the person that wrote it and tell me what you would have said...were tight me and you...im just coming to you as a friend and saying...dude that sounds like a 12 year old girl wrote it...simple as that...

I have already figured out that she tries to pull the "I won this guy" card, and have repelled it like WHOA. I had her today, she didn't have me. By the next time I see her i'll already have convinced her I forgot about it and was just doing it to be nice. I've been throught this for over a year mayng, I can handle it pretty well.

As for hanging with other girls, I do that all the time, lmfao. Just today I was talking to some girl and she was asking me if I thought she was cute and if I liked her.

dont play silly ass make her jealous mind games...just call her once in a blue moon to say whats up...and be how you are around your buddies to her...dont let her make you uncomfortable...and get her to cook you dinner or something...girls eat that shit up...basically just act like you guys are married...shes nice to have around but you arent really all that interested in her every move...bam instant girlfriend...

socrates you dick head i aint bite you, i caint stand your lil bitch ass and i aint never even notice ya bitch ass until you came at me with some shit on how i nit you, fucking settle this shit in a battle ot something topical poetry or whatever

I know, but if you understood what I feel about her and how much I have gone through with her, you would know I SHOULD be jumping off the walls from a hug. I'm slightly giddy, someone as dope as me needs to slap me. :(

*smack*....but i been there...just never wrote the shit down for everyone to see...

Okay, so far we went through THESE stages...

1) I caught you biting off me and we both hated eachother.
2) You came at me with some "Great minds think alike" gayness that basically PROVED you want my nuts in your mouth.
3) You started making a bunch of hate threads when I wouldn't "forgive" you.
4) I sonned you in a battle that I didn't try at ALL in.
5) Now you want to battle again.

Vote- Socrates

*slap*

Oh you weren't talking about topicals were you?

Nevermind.

Word, I made a thread a while back that you obviously aren't informed of and it basically summarized my life in the past year. A lot about Ashley. Basically everyday I get an IM from someone asking me to update it, lol. So I made this thread. But I suppose you have a point.

he needs attention thats all, you should be on the phone with her right now telling her how you feel

Well, i wanted to read it. I think it's nice to see people in love, as opposed to niggaz walkin' around all the time tryin' to prove how much game they got when they really sit at home beatin' off all day long. At least Soc is honest about his, as opposed to bein' a liar and sayin' that's his bitch, and he fucks her whenever he feels like and all that. When did emotions and honesty become uncool?

-CJ-

1) I can't call her.
2) She doesn't know my number.
3) I'm the KORV. I need attention why?

lol@me being conceited :love:

oreo...you are gay...

soc...good luck...but remember that if a girls up on too high a pedestal you arent gonna be able to reach her...

and with that...im going to bed...

oh and NEVER tell her how you feel...show her...

that whole..."I still have feelings for you" talk has never worked in the history of boys and girls liking each other...never...check the files...its like shooting yourself in the dick...

alright werd...im going to bed...

LOL, she knows whats up i'm pretty sure. At the beginning I would give her waaaaaaaay too much, but nowadays I hold it down. 'Specially since she got a boyfriend so I can do whatever without it getting too attaching for now.

ROFL. Straight up. Thats why I luh you. *pinches cheek*

shut up shcema, you can buy her a rose but not giver her your number?? your makiing fucking excuses now man, right now got my boy mario and these two girls on the phone plus texting the girl down the street, country yeah its cool for peeps to be in love, i had love once but the keyword was had, shit happens, socrates it aint worth the chase man, there is two girls for everyone dude so there is one more out for you, get on blackplanet or go to the mall and buy her

Gods overpower kings..

:thefinger

But you're not God. You wouldn't have a loss.

And oreo, I know what i'm doing, I don't need advice from a cookie.

yea, weerd to this, yo. People who wanna go to that pimp shit is gay. Gotta respect girls, yo. I'm wit you on this whole thread and it's point, yo. Jus cuz some guy loves a girl means that he can't rap or shit? fuck outta here, yo. Y'all wannabe Pimps wanna play girls all the time=wack, yo. Prolly will be like 80 tryin' to pimp 80 yr old grannies. wack...

Dopeness Soc.

Valentines Day was pretty much, shit for me :(

You should write her like either a loooong ass letter, or a short straight to the point one.

nahsayin

Get off the bitch dick nigga.

lol... kinda funny but kinda romantic i guess if u wanted to be romantic you shdda give her the rose yourself n told her... but o well... nice stroy though

I was late as it was, and if her boyfriend woulda seen me, it woulda been a whole lot "less" romantic shall we say.

I will write her a letter soon, just let it come out, dunno how long.

Shut The Fuck :shoot:

I asked my grandpa "so when you get to be 80 do 80 year old women start to look better to you?" and he said "FUCK NO! Do they look good to you?"

^^ROFL.

I walk up close and I fo` fo` revolve em`

weerd, yo..........

haha...'i dont take advice from cookies' i like that

soc man, if you really care for this gal, gotta let things play out, dont want to rush things to hard or might get an awkward/shitty outcome....but yeh, letters are solid.....haha, as if shes with someone named Ronald thou...i cant help but to laugh...

Awwww...good to see a guy actually caring about a girl for once because don't see much of those around here...

Hope everything works out for the better...

DQ

My vote goes to nos's sig... its the best one yet.

I gave her a letter today and ish and she didn't seem too mad or anything. I think she was trying to get me jealous and ish cuz she kept saying that i'd need to be gay to go to the mall with her and talkin bout how fine a bunch of niggas was.

Anyways..

Me talking to her on MSN:

Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
sup seck see
babygirl27 says:
hey sweetie
babygirl27 says:
whats up
babygirl27 says:
?
babygirl27 says:
jenny says hey
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
i say hi too
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
im just dowloading a beat for this battle which i have due tomorrow
babygirl27 says:
what you doing
babygirl27 says:
she said whats up with you and her
babygirl27 says:
oh
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:

babygirl27 says:
?
babygirl27 says:
hello
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
im here
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
suckah
babygirl27 says:
]are you going to anwser'
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
about what?
babygirl27 says:
about you and her stupid
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
no
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:

babygirl27 says:
yea
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
my net is going sloooooooooooooooooooow
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:

Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
ho hoecake
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
no*
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
krakka
babygirl27 says:
what
babygirl27 says:
did you just sayu
babygirl27 says:
i dont under stand crakers
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
nevermind
babygirl27 says:

babygirl27 says:
hey craker
babygirl27 says:

Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:

Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
not cool
babygirl27 says:
yea it is sucka
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
wtf is in your display pic?
babygirl27 says:

babygirl27 sends:

Open (Alt+P)
babygirl27 says:
theres a pic ill send another one
babygirl27 says:
ill send the one in the display
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
wheres a pic of me?
babygirl27 says:
k

You have successfully received C:\Documents and Settings\Compaq_Owner\My Documents\My Received Files\lastscan.jpg from babygirl27.

babygirl27 says:
what
babygirl27 says:
?

Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
do you have any pictures of me?
babygirl27 says:
no not really
babygirl27 says:
why?

babygirl27 says:
?

Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
ok
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
cuz i need one
babygirl27 says:
i dont even have a pic of ronald
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
for my display pic to be seck see :hump:
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
*remembers you're not from RV*
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
nevermind
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
send me the one is the display pic foo
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:

babygirl27 says:
what is rv
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
www.rapverse.com
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
nah sayne?
babygirl27 says:
do you want me to send the pic in my display to you or not
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
YES
babygirl27 says:
hold on im trying to find it
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
k
babygirl27 says:
did you like the pic that i sent
babygirl27 says:
already
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
not really
babygirl27 says:
oh
babygirl27 says:
how sad why
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
no reason
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
do you have a microphone?
babygirl27 says:
why?
babygirl27 says:
?
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
so we can audio chat suckah
babygirl27 says:
no not any more
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
iight
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
find the pic already
babygirl27 says:
tell me why?
babygirl27 says:
you dont like the pic
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
i dont know
babygirl27 says:
hold on
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
i just dont
babygirl27 says:
craker
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:

babygirl27 says:
yea you do
babygirl27 says:
you have to have a reason
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
i just dont suckah
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
stop hatin on my frontin
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
i just ... dont
babygirl27 says:
shut up craker
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
i dont know why exactly
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:

babygirl27 says:
why?

babygirl27 says:
?

Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
I DONT KNOW
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:

Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
you dont look as sexy as you normally do
babygirl27 says:
why
babygirl27 says:
why
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
*points up*
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
see normally..
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
you= DAMN!
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
in that pic..
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
you= heh
babygirl27 says:
how sad
babygirl27 says:
you= what
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
i dunno
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
*-\
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:

Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
but i wanna put the damn ashley on my computer
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
nah sayne?
babygirl27 says:
okay hold on see if you like this one
babygirl27 says:
but wait plz
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
iight
babygirl27 says:
i have to get it
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
iight
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
mmhmm
babygirl27 says:
hold on
Godly, dope as all hell, ill as fuck...anyway you put it, its still me. says:
k