Emotions… contained,

until now…

---I remember when… I held you close to me---
…
Pictures lie across the floor, once embraced now discarded
Feelings uncontained, feelings so real the heart has departed
The abyss… it holds the only memories I had once controlled
Unexplained… reasons I cannot comprehend, am I so bold,
To ask the questions which have never been answered?
Is this my placement among the common mans standard?..
You glare at me, why do you hate?
Outside I see… inside I feel pain…
An array of words floating around in my mind, I cannot express.
All of them I do not understand I cannot grasp the dialect
Think of my emotions how love and hate collide
And all I feel is the hurt and the emptiness inside
I love you and I hate you, this is my story told
Under the pressure of emptiness, I begin to fold…

I had let you go among the stars,
And now…

You forever bore a constellation in my mind…