The Struggle
 

Written By Sand and Eviley

SAND: Awoke underwater wishing the breath of life
eyes closed darkness is finding light whats it like? day to day constant fight life is knocking vicious of happiness outta site

EVILEY: Drowning in this pool i despise
A sacrifice of love that i kept percise undecise, i dream of what could have been
Life is what god gave me and I created sin

deep inside i hated him lossed a belated grin
stuck in this person i'm not complacent with
life erasin it these thoughts are my doom
so i awoke from the dream in a blank room
and....

I saw illusion without any conclusion
visions of reality never appeared to see
so i live in this dream unbelieveable to thee
crying the words i want to be free

I live here lonely bored ab asylum of souls
lifes courts have found me guilty i hate the lies
and because of my current position i am paralized
it's scary sites so hateful
They don't believe i'm an angel

hateful to my wings that i carry with me
they don't even look they can't even see me
believe i am not crazy in this world i am stuck in
they don't understand so god Fuck them

mental eruption stuck where i don't even belong
an angel not freak this world is wrong
i rotate this unharmonious earth without a sound or song
but an inner self is content knowing it won't be long]

I glance out of these caged up windows
and i see beams of you in the clouds i pray to get out and see with astound
cause bound it be you who i havent found


So I pray for years
an escape to bear
a fallen angel
your silence proves you don't cave
views of heaven are blocked
by the skies hexagon
and now i have an obsession only with my death

I cry in my dreams while i am sleeping
i weep when i am awake standing
i've gone crazy my mind is not stated
i sit in a corner cause my soul is faded
my life has been invaded

Non- complacent the day came like any other and spent
itself into the machine of eternal shreds and it was death
that earned my feelings respect
when they save me from heavens ratters
hung with the halo around my neck

my blood spattered, scattered where i thought was hell
speaking these words on the news like a person's fate spell an angel is dead or was already i can't tell
but you can't murder what you already kill

so i stay at peace with myself even though i don't like it here
i am fatigued and my knuckles hurt
i'm eternally fighting fears so take this as a lesson
whatever it is
and switch things around give death a kiss

I am free from this insanity called life god called me in the back of my mind it's ready my angel now it's your time you are forgivin for your insanities crimes

Re: The Struggle
 

^^^^ WOW both of you came nice, great imagery, you guys flowed off each other nice, i could almos hear you guys LOL nice topic nice everything.....................

make sure you guys reply to my open mics when i post them! STOP THE SLEEPING! LOL

Nice flow I like tha color change to.

this is good, yall did good on this

wow..those last 2 replies
were freaking excellent...
and flu..i reply like a mother
to all kinds of peeps..lol

awesome replies thanx FLU,R-Sinic and DarkHistory........

prety fly shit you guys did feed off each others rhymes, some tight shit here, gj!

thank you grim.....

this was a really great piece...I've always been partial to stuff with angel references.
I could almost envision what you were saying, and the constant alternating of parts was a refreshing change from how most collabs are done. This really one of the best drops I've seen on RB since I joined.
Keep this stuff up both of you, especially you Eviley, I havn't read very much of your stuff and I'd like to see more.

best lines:
"it's scary sites so hateful, they don't believe I'm an angel"

"I've gone crazy my mind is not stated,
I sit in the corner cause my soul is faded"

Peace

Nice shit fam.............keep spittin...............UPPIN

everyone plz go vote on dire_1 vs toongf or something like that Dire is new and hot shit all ready 2-0 looking to keep the streak alive holla @ him

thank you alota understatement....and witherman thankz fam......i hope that you are able to view some of my writing more on here understatement....

PE@Ze "N" LuV

thanks for the feedback...
homies...:)

Illest piece I've read today................Both u 2 came out Ill as fuck..........U cats Fed off each others Lyrics..........Nice collab..........Eviley keep representing Family

fo' sho'