True Story This Day Marks Another Year Of Pain For Me
 

Past life-surpass strife- i sit amass night-and fast write-
my last rights-sealed with my class blood type-
the stryfe-of having nothing left isnt right-
so i resite-the only decisionin irony and plite-

dear mother dont cry in pain-just sustain-
it's not your fault ....maintaint-
though i couldnt ...as i sit slit with razor to my veign-
this pain-release as my tears rain-
they mix with agony as my body drain-

im taken the weak way out-but this route-
is the first decision i made with no doubt-
as i bleed i hear the last words from her mouth-

' 'you did this it's your fault''-
before she stormed out in the storm i felt a jault-
to stop her but my ignorance placed me to a hault-

saw the car pull ouTside-then saw it pulled aside-on its' side-
i held her in nervous arms and watched her die-
the drunk murderer still in his ride.still questioning why?

im questioning how?
to a god that didnt exsist and i was denied-

screaming out loud-to the croud-
within my tear infested shroud-and dark cloud-

apologizen please wake up....nah nah she aint no wake up-
dont do this-
dont leave me like this as i recall i see that pain pour from my wrist-

feeling faint-body covered in distaint paint-the taint-
in me once to curse my life in ink but i fear time runs late-

i have to....i aint got the strength to-
HA! i'll prove it to you-
SEE ! SEE ? see what did i do?I see you-

screamin it's to soon-
"CLEAR" this spells doom-
"CLEAR,we're loosing his pulse" i can taste my angels perfume-
as i am consumed-
to touch her as she nods her head i wake up in an emergancy room-

hospitol I.V.S- god why me? why keep me alive?
why is it not i why couldnt she survive?

it's been 2 years to this day-
not one nights that it doesbt replay-
not once do i say-
why not me i swear life is so dark it's been that long since i seen the break of day-
REST IN PEACE JULIA I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
1979-2001

this was some deep shit
likin this
man pain is agony and agony is life as we know it

dont sleep on this katz shit
this was nice and deep

deeeeeep.... this is like the only deep piece I seen you write b4, sorry dude... I was liking the concept of story/ narration.. kinda like eminem's KIM.. imagery was good, and you got a message across... peace dawg..

holy shit that was some good stuff i was feelin this

THNK YOU BUT THIS STORY IS TRUE 2 YRS AGO MY WIFE WAS AND 4 KIDS WAS KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT.THEY WERE HIT BY A DRUNK DRIVER

THNKS

UPPIN

uppin

wow that was hard to read wit out keepin a tear down..that really is deep word....sad stuff..sorry bout ur wife and kids ..

really good stuff though...