I need to get some shit off my chest so here i go/


I cant think no more/
Im blided by my own memorie banks , brains rotted out n clotted by evil thoughts/
Im feeding raw on my own negitivity/
Looking for somthing thats not/
All the pepole gotta be so fucking hard/
Im no-longer safe on this block/
Even the crossing gaurds gotta carry glocks/
Thes pigions dont want forgivness/
They only give bullshit/
Only tru-streangth comes in fleets n flocks/
Im sick of living by the clock/
Im sick of wanting somthing i aint got/
I dont wanna live this way/
This is somthing not even jesus could save/
Only the brave win and the strong survive this game/
Im straining to maintain /
Im waiting for a break/
With satan himself i stand face to face/
I look in the mirror and all i see is the weak/
I feel like im in a sesuire or on lifes leash/
I cannot break free untill in myself i make peace/
Right now this is all out war n one shot is all i need/
Please forgive me lord but i hate everything you created/
Only in my dreams i can belive ill b famous/
I cant take this/
This pain is too strong n this rage i just plain hate it/
I want streangth, just listen to what i have to say/
Im craving for a shot n i cannot wait/
Cuz for me tommorow may never come n this may-be my last time seeing daylight/
No more stage fright/
No more gang fights/
Just lite me up n ill burn forever/
but i pray one more time/
help me get my shit together

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