topic: wuts it like in the ghetto during winter time

Its almost Christmas, n i really wish I jsts had a wishlist...
But mah dad 3 days ago lost his good small ass buisness...
It's cold outside, its jst a little lower then 30 degrees...
We so poor, we can't even afford a small heater for three...
Shyt! We even more poor!! we ain't even able to afford payless...
Since there's no paycheck, theres is no chance dat they'll rest...
But i shouldn't think about dat, cuz foreal i should jst have fun...
But i can't stop thinkin, now i gotta work though i am jst 2 young...
I remember readin fity cents album sayin "get rich or die tryin"...
But why should I even try wen i don't even got a chance at survivin...
Damn!! not even one person in dis block has more money then me...
N i ain't got a dime! my life is more wost then a man dat can't speak...
The only way to live is to sell the things that i adore the most...
Like my favorite belt, mah coat, shyt all of my favorite clothes...
Damn Im cold, but no ones gonna help so i guess we all alone...
[Hear window break, n a gun shot]
Jst heard another gun shot outside in mah next door neighbors home...
Why ain't i surprised, i hear somethin like dat like almost every day...
Shyt! After livin here for a little while you'd know the ghetto way...
like everyday u'll hear a chick get raped in the news fox channel...
But thats nothin cuz niggas be shootin if they even loose a battle...
But too bad here durin the winter we can't have ne snow fights...
Dats cuz there ain't know snow, shyt feels like there's no light...
I just wish the sun could rise, so mah bad days can go gone...
Damn, last time makin good memories, its jst been way 2 long...
If I could have 1 wish, I'd be arrested in the mornin before seven....
Cuz compared to here, jail for-a-day is really more like heaven..
Because atlast in jail i could get a lil somethin jst to eat...
Damn, its been a while since I've tasted a good meal full of meat...
This is the way i live every day in the hood full of a couple killers...
Damn, come to think of it, all dis shyt happend in jst dis one winter...