No answer for the cancer that wrecked ya system with painfull conviction
Cant take the loss no source can provide me with ample description
Still whising for times passed where we cried and laughed memorys that i cherish
Im embarassed cuz men dont cry but my tears flow no lie im broken inside
Gave me insight to the meaning of life but i cant comprehend trust me i tried
Cuz you died.... and the loss is like air with you not there i cant breath when you not by my side
Heart heavy i wasnt ready used to cry together now my tears flow from my lonely presence
When i lost you i lost me too it seems or souls were on some level connected
Shuffle through pictures guzzling liquor trying to dull the pain but nothing will work
Its amzing how something in GODs plans could cause a man so much of a hurt
My brain cant focus it seems hopeless contemplating on following you on your path
Cuz i dont think i can take it how can i make it and nowhere to focus my wrath
Got me lost what cost is love when you lose the person you share it with?
Ive been through mental help its apparent its useless with threapists
Watch movies pause frames slow motion like ball games catch a glimpse of ya features
This all i got to visualize cuz you above me in blue skys to far away to reach ya
You was my sun my heat on earth my solatiare protection from societys cold
You dieing hit me hard thats why im still crying as im writing these words from my soul