I remember when i allways felt down you were always there
to let me know that some things in life just are never fair
through my ups and downs you always believed in me
then you left the planet my heart now feels shallow n empty

your were my role model i looked up to you
always feelin all of your advice was the truth
and was i hope...
but your no longer here for me , i cant cope

im feelin this deep grief ,with a sick feeling in my stomach
raw material,with raw instinct i cannot describe
my feelings are no longer there..but im trying
to keep my head up in life,but its hard to stop crying

wish i can hug you for that comfort that i desire to need
its like the days that past by and your not here my heart bleeds
feeled with grief...ever since my moms told me about my lost i fail into dis belief
you were okay just the other day......

*prays*

''please remain in my heart and look after me
remain friends with my sole and be that serviving seed
dont ever leave my side...
that soft loving personality you cannot hide

so loving that you are now my favorite angel
continue to teach and preach me through life from all different angles
and even if its now and forever you must rest diceased
ill pray and make sure you and your sole will forever rest in peace''


*puts his head down and cry's softly*