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My thread about "my life" and Ashley and such, I went back today, Valentines day and have an update.
So I got over there, and went straight thrugh the Green Apts. to the back and saw Christian. I was chillin with him, then we went to get Lorren from school, and after that went walking to the store. On the way to the store, I saw Ashley.
She was with this little girl named Laura and her best-friend Jenny. She was all like
"Oh my God, Cameron, what a surprise!" and they all gave me a hug, so I continued to the store by myself cuz Christian and Lorren had to go home and Ashley etc... had to also. I got back and Ashley, Laura, some other girl named....something i forgot, and Jenny were out talking to Ronald.
So Ashley's boyfriend has some problem with me and doesn't like her talking to me, so he was all kissing her and shit, i'm like "Eh, whatever." and started talkin to Jenny's little brother about how I still liked Ashley and whatnot. I can't even remember what we said though.
To the more important shit...
I was sitting by myself and Ronald wasn't around so I called Ashley over and had her sit next to me and listen to "Pretty Girl" by Salvation from RB with me. And when it was over, she was all like "
Was that song for me?" I was like "Nah." and she said [puppydogeyes]"So you don't love me anymore?"[/puppydogeyes] I was like
"Nope." and she was like
"Why not?" and I said
"Because you never wanted me to in the first place."
So then I was talking to Jenny and was like
"I'm fuckin retarded, how can I like the same girl for over a year?" and she was like
"I don't know" so I said
"I was gunna come over and tell her how I feel about her, but her and Ronald are too close and shit, they prolly fucked already, it's not even worth my time." So Jenny says
"No, they haven't. He keeps pressuring her to but she won't give it up. He keep's saying that he loves her and that 'She's the one' but shes just like 'Thats nice.' because she says she loves him, but hes not 'the one'"
So I was just sitting there thinking
"This is DOPE!" so Jenny goes on to say that just the other day Ashley was all depressed and shit because I haven't been writing to her or coming over and she thought I was mad at her. I was like..........."Word."
So time went on and just before I had to leave, I told Jenny to meet me in front of the apartments in 5 minutes. I ran to the store and bought a rose and ran back to where Jenny was waiting. I told her, "Give this to Ashley. Tell her I said I know it's just a flower but thats all I can do for now. And tell her I was lying when I said I didn't love her anymore."
Then I left.
Maybe i'm too romantic for my own good but meh, it was really good getting that off my chest. So there you go kidsm i'll update again if anything comes out of it.