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L.E
From: Edmonton, Alberta, Canada |
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"Better Off Dead"
IP:
...Hopelessness Reaching Me...
...I Am A Burden Among Everybody...
...Family...
...Friends...
...And Even The One I Love...
I sit outside the house...I light my cigarette...
Lips so dry they're wet...So cold...but I sweat...
The realization of it...it's somewhat...relieving...
So much lying, decieving, I wish I could stop breathing...
I've stopped believing...In any hope in life at all...
I stop, I stall, I crawl...Inside a cry, I die, I begin to fall...
"Lord...if this was a test...forgive me I have failed...
No need for details...I'm just so sad over a female...
I am in the way...I am holdin' her back from happiness...
I don't know my own destiny............could that be this..?
Lord, I know I am a burden...and not just to my love...
The things I've done...I don't deserve to have 'the One'...
If anybody was the one...I know that it would be her...
I know I am better off dead...because that's what I deserve..."
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