..In The Beginning..

It was a cold night, the streets were empty, i gave my wife my coat,
Got around the corner, 6 guys jumped out and put a knife to her throat,
They asked for my money, i handed it over, i felt like i wanted to fight,
my wife screamed, but there was no answer in the street that night,
A swish slice to her throat, blood gushing the muggers ran away,
I held my hand close to her heart, how could a great day turn so grey,
her eyes look dim,she cant fight it, i SCREAMED!, she's stop breathing,
blood still gushing, rain drops fill the streets, and the sounds of me heaving
I let out a cry, no one answered, i took her home where i could think,
I blew breath in you, thinking you would arise, but you still failed to blink,
Why did we go out. i knew we should have stayed in, stayed together,
And not think about that night that changed my whole life forever,

I glance down the street, see 6 men making their way to work,
The same 6 men that caused me 4 dreadfull years of hurt,
I close the curtains, pick up a picture and see a man with his wife,
It got me thinking, what would happen to him if i took her life,
Ive got adresses,names, marital status their all happily married,
somes with kids............ and two with babies that they carry,
i'm confused, do i confront and speak, or track like a soldier,
Feels as if the world is crushing down on me, i'm lifting boulders,
To be or not to be? that is the question, am i a cold killer?,
do i want to live in confinement?and stack up to the size of pillars?,
i am what i am, i need to get revenge for what these murderes did,
*loads gun* now its time to confront my fears long awaited, 4 years i hid,

I ask you why, you reply with "I dont know what your talknig about" you lie,
Remember that night with your friends, with a knife 2 people and someone died,
well i was her husband, it's my time for revenge... why are you shaking?
"mr.. i'm sorry it was my friends, i hope u realise the decision your making",
Fuck you! i couldn't give a fuck, your going to suffer, just like the rest of your friends,
ive waited 4 years, 4 fucking years to pluck up the courage for your life to end,
"your not going to get away with it!" do you think i'm bothered? you took my only possession,
Now before i kill you... have you got any more questions?
"yeh... think about what your doing.. it's in the past we all have families now,"
ohhh... you want me to stop because you think your doing your children proud?
you and your friends killed my wife, i need to repay the favour,
go and get your friends so i can be their families saviour,

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Now... lets see who do i shoot first? eany meany miney mo?,
looks like its you... "please sir! NOO NOO!! N----",
Ok next one! who was it that held the knife? step forward NOW!
At least your man enough to do it, not like these cowards... now bow!
Don't disobey me, beg for mercy bitch! kiss my fucking shoes!,
oops, i didn't mean to pull the trigger that time... o well... you lose,
4 more to go, that is how many years ive been waiting for this to come,
ok now its your time! imma make you something your kidz will never become,
how shall i do this now? 1,2,3,? na its too simple i want you to suffer,
shoot you in the kneecap, and then the other two run for cover,
Haha where are you going? it's a dead end your freaks,
you too pussy to admit your scared? open your mouth bitch speak!,
I take it you want it like that? bite the bullet? ill make you bite 3,
consider that a gesture for all the fucking pain you've caused me,
now! down to the last two... ones in agony, get up! i said get up! now shoot him!,
"you want me to kill my friend?" yeh i do... now don't look too grim,
aww look! your all on your own no friends now you know how i feel,
pop you in your other leg, now i wanna see you squel!,
Look at you, your pathetic, stand up, get the fuck away from my feet,
here come up against the curb... ill give u a taste of the street,
It's done! over now my wife, the deed is done, i can be with you,
And now ive got 1 bullet in my chamber to see this through.
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