I know that in this love letter, I've started it wrong..
Because your beauty is too immense to explain in a song
Or maybe I'm just awe struck, and at a loss for words..
Like my brain was blown out, and left my thoughts on the curb
I'm lucky to have you, and I'm even more lucky to know you..
Good or bad i cherish every single moment we go through..
I love you, even though it hurts because i never see you..
It's not enough to be connected at the soul, i wanna be you..
I think about you constantly, Kissing you in my flashblacks..
and whenever i tried to be smooth, i remember gettin laughed at..
It didn't hurt me though, I knew it was because I didn't need to..
I felt everything that you did, if you got cut, i'd bleed too..
and every word you ever said to me, echoes in my memory..
and my love glistens like a heart etched from emery..
I wish i was hollywood, so i could make you into a movie..
so when I lacked motivation, I'd use your beauty to move me..
Or atleast I could capture your eyes as the moon hits 'em
Exposing your thoughts, wishin we were in my room kissin..
runnin my fingers through your hair, you whisper in my ear
"I'm not ready", shh you dont have to speak, we can just lay here..
this is just what I remember, it's been a while since i've seen you..
I remember sayin "I just want your love" you replied with "me too"
and Now i'm stuck writin this letter, with no way to send it..
you don't even exist, this whole time i've been pretendin..
I guess if i wrote it, I could feed my craving for unity..
because even the loveless, knows love has no immunity..
But it's okay, I'll seal this up, and lock it way untill I need to..
I guess i'll have to be patient waiting for the day I finally meet you..


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