its pussyin out on life....... and yea ive thought about committin suicide....... but it never got past the stage of "I wonder how these motha fuckas would feel if i just left" or "would they even care" but than i would fuckin realize that i most likely wont be fuckin there to see that (i say most likely, cuz u never know wats gonna happen wen u die) and i think life is so fuckin precious..... people who committed suicide would prolly kill to have their old lifes back (no pun intended) unless ur like a man/woman who will spend their whole life in prison with no chance of parole or even seein family and shit, i see no reason y u should kill urself, cuz ur life cant be that bad..... i know if i was dead and had the choice to live my life as a bum or sum shit that lives on the street and sleeps in a box....... i would take it a heartbeat over watever may or may not happen once i die (unless i get to sleep with 72 virgins or w/e
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