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(Atticus) Diary Of A Madman...
IP:
August 29th, 2005
I Just Got Back From Vermont The Otherday,
Ina Way, Fun Spending The Time With My Father All Day
But It Wasnt Long Before His Pesamism Set Hold
An Drew And End To A Plesent Weekend With A Charcoal Pencil.
The Car Ride Home... It Started There
Started Little, As It Always Did... Complaining About My Hair
Then Growing Deeper, As I Sit Fighting Off A Hate.
Then Thats It, I Decide To Run Away.
Find That Place Oblivious To Reality, Rest My Head In Its Lap.
Her Lap, One Of Love... Her Face Gazes At Me, It Makes Me Laugh,
"THIS ISNT FUNNY! Ya, Laugh It Up, All A Joke To You Isnt It"
I Hardly Even Hear His Manic Temper Raging On,
Still Off In This Place, My Head In The Love Of My Lifes Arms.
I Smile, She Grins Back And Bites Her Lip... We Kiss,
Uphoria Ensues Me, Mixture Of Lust And Glee Conflicts
With A Rage I Strugle To Withhold. Still Biting My Tounge
So To Not Make My Fathers Rant Run
Any Longer. As The Bite Goes To My Lip When I Think
Of My Baby, My Love, My Safety-Support And Her Kiss.
"Someday You'll Understand Robert, Someday You'll Have Kids Of Your Own And It'll All Make Sence"
I DO UNDERSTAND YOU ASSHOLE!!! I DO NOW!! I DO!!!
But, I Keep That Thought Inside Me, I Wish Not To
Rekindle The Now Dieing Flame Thats Resting In My Dads Eye.
I Just Let It Go, Return To The Love And Safety Of Thought n Mind.
I Stayed There, Sheltered By Love In A Fictional Kingdom.
3 Hours Of Road And I, Almost, Awoke From
This Dead Concious State 20 Minuts From The Apartement.
Time Heeled A Temporary Pain But No Matter How I Hide A Heart Never Truely Forgets.
Your's Truely,
... Lightning In A Bottle
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