.:Brenda:.
*Sniff* *Sniff*
... Moments pass as neurons sprint from the torrents hatch on up his cavity ...
He feels nothing but normal; it's all formal until he's laced with alacrity rapidly
Sadly, it's his downfall. In this time and space he escapes his broken spirit ...
... In reality, though, he's destroying himself, his wealth & token's dearest ...
Spoken clearest when he's soaring each morning w/ his daughter's presence
In his present mood he drops clues to rue's that are snatched up in reverence.
So selfish & steadfast, he assumes she understands the demands upon his head rants.
*Sniff* *Sniff*
... Coerced to watch the nassel rot, to consume the rich fumes of parenting ...
Little Brenda's scared, so unaware of her fathers subconscience unwanting charity
... Verily she's alone, he's slipped away again to the numb parade of psycosis ...
Paranoya is ghost mist and rides to battle alongside the white captors blown kiss
It's all engraved deeply, creeping to long-term like a wrong term on the tounge
She's fragile and young, so impressionable, so agile and fun but he'll never know
She loves him dearly but she's lost respect for the wreck of emotions he's shown
Stuborn to the bone, she accepts "no" and steps prone to wait untill he's gone.
... Waits long to see he's preoccupied with matters & scatters, nothings wrong ...
*Sniff* *Sniff*
Time passes till it lap's his mind's casket so he draws 3 more lines to endulge
... Two get done but his body's old so he heads to the bathroom to convulse ...
Daddy's gone and opportunity unfolds it's arms to hold the neglected soul
... Rejected tolls till the infected coils it's scourge around the bill she holds ...
She mimics Daddy's bold poise & unleashes the noise of the deaf instructor
She inhales the product and conducts the unthinkable ... the breath of comfort
She coughs as her head aches from blood baked on caked membrains laced
Dawn evaporates to hate as the walls disapate till she's taunt with pain & numb
*Sniff* *Sniff*
... Returning wordless, ever worthless as he closes the field inwhich he reigns ...
He rounds the corner of heavens bend and enters hell in a moments pausing pang
Something strange, Brenda's whithered behind the sofa, unmoving .. in a coma
... Blood trickles past her breathless lips untill the site rips his heart in cold lumps ...
"What have you done? I told you to leave that shit alone! Now your gone & im withdrawn
How will I live? I rely on you for proper income ... now it's gone & im finished!
Thanks, Brenda. Daddy's fucked because to touched snow & you diminished
I need to think again, feel that drip and be free again & I can't because you didnt listen."