ok........ heres my verse

Oh… seeing other people…is that what it is? What it really is is taking my house, my home and leaving with my kids//

Remember in the bed when you said “I love you and I will never leave?” What a fool I was, just to be left here a hole in my chest to grieve.//

I remember back to the days where we could sit all day and talk about nothing at all just speaking on the phone, having a blast from 6 am to last call//

Walking alone on the beach, hand in hand, kissing by the shore, looking in each other’s eyes with that loving adore//

The little things, the way you smell when ya laying next to me asleep, making me cry cuz I know your too good for me//

Or just watching TV, The Simpsons or NYPD Blue, laughing as Sipowitz beats the shit outta some black dude//

Making lame jokes and laughing just the same, like it was actually funny that “Sock-her” was a game//

Pouring my soul into like you was my notebook, telling you my secrets but getting melting by ya sweet looks//

It wasn’t just about sex, nah, we was partners for life, Smith & Wesson, Bonnie & Clyde, a fork & a knife//

Our little pets names like Honey bunch and Captain, corny oh yeah, but yeah still called me that, what the hell happened?//

Showering you with gifts like everyday was ya birthday, your eyes sparkling “Ya shouldn’t have” but I do it anyway//

About how when I first saw you and I tried to walk up and meet you, I couldn’t spit a word and tripped and hit my mouth on the table and ended with a chipped tooth//

I laugh as I think of these fond nostalgic visions, about how we fight about nothing and end the night kissing//

The way ya eyes look when I grab under the moon… plant a kiss right on ya lips leaving my head to swoon//

The one night we decided that we wanted kids, a beautiful baby girl

The day our kids were born, twins, Eric and Ty… looking down into their eyes, saw their little hands and I broke down and cried//

They were beautiful, I couldn’t believe we made such a beautiful thing it was a miracle from god himself sending his glory down to give me wings//

My heart was in your hands, take me or strike me down, you looked down at me with your winning smile and said “Get up you stupid clown”//

That was our joke… me and you… never thought there was no one else, but now im sitting here crying to death rummaging through my shelves//

Going through pictures of you and me, trying to break them on my wrists… but not cuts are made its like tries to end this turbulence//

FUCK GOD! IF HE WERE REAL THIS NEVER WOULD HAVE BEEN! HE NEVER WOULD HAVE LEFT ME HERE LOOKING AT THESE PICTURES WISHING I WAS DEAD//

You want to leave Ill let you, I guess I cant make you stay... but a bullet shot into my brain will make all my pain go away//

*BANG*


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