im droppin now

Yo I can remember in Junior High this guy that sat next to me//
Day by day pressin me each class he was stressing me//
Fuckin faggot was talking about how he was thinking bout molestin me//
Each time I tried to squash beef he was steady disrespectin me//
And he went with this girl but she kept rejectin me//
And at the same time back home mom was neglectin me//
I felt alone like nobody was acceptin me//
Pussy couldn’t calm down nothing except the weed//
Puffin on a blunt in my room I began thinking real deep//
I can’t put up with this shit this nigga gonna catch heat//
And that little bitch of his I don’t know if I should touch her//
Maybe I’ll kill my self by fuckin her without a rubber//
I aint gonna do shit to my mother//
Well I guess I could lock her in the garage with the hummer//
I fell into a deep asleep knowin my decision would be final//
And that one of them muthafuckas is leavin earth without a title//
The next day I skipped school I got some connections from close relatives//
On where I could find the best firearms and who sells the shit//
I got the address and paced down the lane//
Till I approached the door which didn’t have a frame//
Should I knock or should I walk right in//
My decision was made by the thunder and lightin//
I walked in the mood was settle I saw this fine chick in stilettos//
I said im lookin for Irene she said “that’s me fellow”//
I told her what I needed and she took me to the storage//
And then took me to the bassment where she had even more shit//
I saw a AK but decided I need something lighter//
I saw a pistol but need something with more power in the fire//
I made my decision as I grabbed the d-eagle//
Should I be calm with it or should I become lethal//
Should I leave every muthfucka at school with skin that’s seethru//
And tick the nation off like kids around little beetles//
I walked to school the next day with the dessert in my bag//
I saw down the street that my boys relative had passed//
Should I go and pay my respects or handle business first//
Yea I didn’t even know the nigga plus this shits worse//
I approached the school steps and then they came quicker than cheetahs//
“do the bitch” do the dude” “do ya self” “I don’t give a fuck you got the heater”//
I couldn’t make a decision so I walked in the school lobby//
Pulled the gun out prayin that security would stop me//
I let three go and the dude was in the way//
The bitch caught it later bullets continued to spray//
My decision was final and when the mayhem stopped//
I looked down at my gun made sure the bitch was cocked//
I held the glock up positioned it firmly to my temple//
Sat down against the wall stretched my legs and saw the tip of my timb boot//
I squeezed the trigger firmly and I remained alive for a few seconds//
Should I keep breathin or do I need to keep pressin//
That was my first topical battle. Sorry for makin it so long but I had to get it across