I let out a breath, and it forms a white cloud-
im standin all by myself, so i just think outloud\
I think of all the times that i've fucked up in my life-
how i let down my parent, kids, and mostly my wife\
Now theres nowhere to hide, because im running from my mind-
i try looking for sanctuary, but theres nothing to find\
I try digging deeper, within the depths of my soul-
instead of finding buried treasure, i dig myself a deeper hole\
Soon enough im so deep, that im trapped inside-
nobody can even save me, ive been swallowed by pride\
And now i've been denied death untill the day that i die in my mind-
doomed for eternity trapped inside my own head and confined\
The only person who can help, is nobody that is living-
and the only way to help my self it to see that its myself im forgiving\
But you cant forgive somethin, it you cant come to terms-
you only dig deeper in your mind like earth worms\
They slowly eat away, making a million different tunnels-
and they slowlty pour new thoughts in your head, like they were using funnels\
Then finally one day you realize that there is nothing that can be done-
so then you also realize that you have always been like this, even since day 1\