MY LIFE

Lifes game got dis mind disracted/
With my world in your hands LORD why does my heart fill FRACTURED/
I thought 24yrs of my life was enough time to PRACTICE/
Welcome to my world 24hrs a day TRIPPING LIKE ACID/
Looking around seeing CLOWNS shitting on me HOLDING ME DOWN/
Trying to invert dis FROWN/with a oppourtunity to hold da CROWN/
Battling this life/dis karma swings harder then 3 STRIKES/
Feeling like a straight locked in a room full of DIKES/
Contemplating death as i see others stand tall/
A question of COURAGE brings me to da edge to take da FALL/
Looking back i see wasted ADOLESCENT/
KARMA seeing my FUTURE 'n' EVERYDAY PRESENT/
these doctors feeding me with all these MEDS/like maniacs should be reported to FEDS/
got my mind imbalanced/feeling like TOSSED SALAD/got me mixed up like COKE "N" CANNABIS/
These endless thoughts got me crazed/
Reaching for understandment but my peeps think its STAGED/
A son of a FATHER passed/A BROTHER LOST/im paying this lifes COST/
pulled between these two worlds feeling like RUBBISH IS TO PAVEMENT TOSSED/
you told me to keep my head up/step up/at all costs dont STOP/

FORGIVENESS AND THANKYOUS


Harry you gave me a friendship/for this I GIVE YOU ALL I GOT/
You are so INFLUENTIAL filling me with POTENTIAL in lifes game/
taught me a reason to forgot 'n' drop the RAZOR TIPS FROM MY VIENS/
Yo Meak ya feeling me/without your laughter i would feel PAIN/
You got me straighting this neck strain/sun rays and no rain/
Occy you got me a reason to live/but da pain i caused you i dont know how you FORGIVE/
but my jealousy got my life on a PUPPET STRING/
seeing things you dont see/i know ya feeling me/wit these flings it hurts and it STINGS like a Bumble B/
im infatuated with obbession knowing now why my karma taught me a LESSON/
for i hurt and i hurt a ANGEL by messin now MY LIFE KNOWS WHY IT AINT BEEN BLEESIN/
DA PAST GOT ME IN GUILT, PUPPILS DILATED ENOUGH REASON FOR SELF INFLICTED PAIN SLAMMING MY HEAD TO DA PAVEMENT/
NEVER WANTED TO LEAVE/BUT MY MIND LEFT ME SO I FLEEDED/SO I TAKE DA GUILT FOR DA REASON I MADE UR HEART BLEED/
IT WAS FOR DA RELATIONSHIP I FELT IT WAS A ILLEGAL STATEMENT/
YOU HELD DA KEY WHY I WAS CUFFED N LOCKED IN DA BASEMENT/
HAD THESE RUMOURS SPREADING LIKE IT WAS HEREDITARY/
SO i HELD THESE CLIPS TO MY FACE MOMENTARILLY/
FOR LIFES GAME REVOVLES IN A CIRCLE/SO HOLD YA HEAD UP HIGH LIFE WILL BECOME FERTILE/

SWITCH TO DA END

SIMPLISTIC-STATISTICS-GOT ME INLINE FOR ANOTHER SUICIDAL VIC-TIM-SO WHAT DO YA THINK THEN-PULL DA TRIGGER TAKE DA FALL-OR STAND TALL-TO J O H M FOR MAKING MY COURAGE SEE DA LORD.