im looking over shoulders, looking in ~your eyes~
i see ~my demise~, as i fight for ~the prize~
i close ~my eyes~, and wander ~why~
growing up, gotta be so hard ~for a guy~
i sit ~and try~, not to sit ~and sigh~
cause if i sit ~and sigh~, i think i ~will die~
kill my ~insides~, my feelings getting ~torn~
my word ~is born~, i cant whether ~this storm~
my life ~is torn~, as depression ~kicks in~
cause i cant walk into the house, i used to ~kick it in~
family dis ~owns me~, i loose all my ~homies~
no one can control ~me~, i guess im my ~own me~
but still you ~own me~, yet i wish you ~owed me~
but you just ~disposed me~, i guess i ~owed me~
an explanation, for what happend to ~my life~
this drama, this ~strife~.. Pains as sharp as ~a knife~
why ~my life~, cant be ~picture perfect~
being someone im not........ it seems ~hardly worth it~



I would really appreciate feedback on this piece, this is real life shit going on right now..

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