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12-11-04, 10:08 PM
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Phu Que
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Die Bie the Sword
IP:
I met Carrie almost two years ago. In that time we've grown to realize we are truly meant for each other. However, things have been slightly different lately... different.... in a bad way..... So..... ... Lately my minds racing, contemplating, resorted to praying Trying to get my minds eye to predict what the doctor's saying But the diety betrayed me, vision hazy, I hate this... ...when the Doc entered we both sat victim to somber faces Constantly turning pages, eyes twitching to cold stares at best And at the paramount of my stress, his brow showed of hoplessness "You have options" he mutters intermittent with stutters While my heart drops to the gutter as it starts, stops, and sputters The same fate as my mother... we can delay but not stop it Take the sum of my profits invested into avoiding a coffin Its not often tears run, but this vision, can make a fear flood Its near done, health fading, for getting organs, she's the last one Figures she's be gone, in the first trimester of having my son........... Funeral for Carrie Ann Todd: Sunday July, 17th 4:14 PM Why? Thats all I ask....... Its not fair, why'd they take her? We were the perfect pair Now her amber hair is eclipsed by a deathly stare And when I rose to view her, I knew I'd lose it I refused to see those eyes, even with that perfect blue tint She was perfect, "We'll be together forever" is what she's tellin me In the back of my mind in the melody in the soundtrack of memories I fall to my knees, nightly, wanting to know what could have been When then... I lost my fear of what'd it'd take to meet again We'll be together.... ...again Awake tonight I lay, tracing the indentation of where nightly, you and I would embrace and lay in I'm hating the fact you're not here, and no longer appear When my thoughts blur from beer, inhibitions disappear Its drawing near, my time to slaughter the hurt When my thoughts sincere, utter... the body's mostly water I want her.. to see her.. to hold her.. and at that thought... I pack up, head out, and look out over the dock With cement socks... ...."I love you!!!!!!!!! I can't nor will I ever hide it!!!!!!!! I live by the sword.... time to die by it........ RIP - Ryan James Christensen ---They are together at last--- |
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