okay, here's my point of view, i'm 21 yr old thats a year away from graduating with an accounting degree, i have dope friends who would do anything for me, but sometimes I just stop to think that life isn't really what I imagined it to be (not saying its bad). I used to be so optimistic about everything, and get excited about things, but now even when something fun is coming up I don't get jacked up the way I used to. And then I stop and think, man I'm selfish, I have so many opportunities and I'm going to be succesful and not have to worry about money or anything that real means anything besides being happy. The thing is i'm always known as the guy who's really really happy and that is the life of the party, but when i'm alone and think about it, I'm not very happy. Weird, I'm crazy high, and listening to sad music, maybe thats it.

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