Sence you couldnt live longer then 11...i figured i'd write a letter an hope it makes it to heaven...lil sis...you was my greatest blesson...

yo i cant believe your gone why your name gotta be on that toomstone why couldnt god juz leave you alone/
i remember wen u were younger u couldnt stay at home by yaself scared to be alone/
told you i'd call you juz pick up the phone told u not to be scared stay in yah own zone/
you always wanted to be wit me an the crew didnt wonna tag witchu so we split told u might catch the flu/
but now im reminicing wishing i cudda spent a lil bit more time with you i love you wuts an older bro to do/
i didnt wonna chill becuz i was older an you was young, wit me u wudnt have much fun/
but now i realize the times i shudda stood by your side i shudna chose to run/
now im debaten weather to pic up the gun an tell you lord here i come/
but i cudnt leave mom an dad like that they lost you steph baby if i left they'd go crazy/
even though ive been in the hospital lately talkin to a physciatrist about you stephany/
i juz pray everyday that your okie an cry myself to sleep cuz your not gunna be there wen im old an grey/
you werent with me wen i was court but even though your gone i felt strong knowin i had your angels support/
your the reason im not gunna abort from lifeim gunna be head strong keep the ball in tha court/
im'a make it fun for you watchin me from up in heavons belcany..
mikey loves you stephany....

I'd take your place juz so you could see life a lil different...
i'd let you for fill my shoes cuz your my lifes greatest complement..
god has the greatest treasure of all my life beside him now...
but i no your lookin down an im tryn'a make you proud...

i hope you get my letter, i just want you to no i love you an i hope you feelin better/
you was feelin sick wen you was here on earth so wen you died in your bed i gave you my faverite sweater/
i swear i see you in the morning watching your faverite cartoons in the living room/
but dont worry about me i promise i'll be with you up in heavon really soon/
your smile was like a flower every morning no matter the heat you'd bloom/
you was only a 11 i dont see why god had to take you away i guess i'll never understand/
your in my prays before i go to sleep i get down on my knees an think bout how i'd rock you to sleep/
wen you cudnt get to bed cuz nights was hard toldja juz ta count tha sheep/
or juz come into my bed but dont hog the sheats or i'll begin to preach/
i'm not tryn'a complain lil sis i juz want you to get this letter an to no your missed/
i no tha fam makes it out like your juz in the mist but dont worry i no you still exsist/
i juz cant see you but my memeries will never leave me alone they still wit me/
so open my letter an read it boo you should realize us becomin one again is destiny boo..im missin you...


I'd take your place juz so you could see life a lil different...
i'd let you for fill my shoes cuz your my lifes greatest complement..
god has the greatest treasure of all my life beside him now...
but i no your lookin down an im tryn'a make you proud...

Life for you was short an swet, you met 6 feet deap in about 11 years an 2 weeks/
fuck you lord why you gotta take my mommas lil girls made us weak/
i still wake up go into the photo album an touch your face why god take you from the human race/
why not me lord why the fuck didnt you let me take her place that wasnt her fate/
god supose to know all but you made a fuckin mistake you took the wrong girl now im at stake/
determind to make the lord life live in hell for theangel he stole from life.../
im doing all i can for you lil sis this is juz a reminder of how i miss you from yah bro mike.../

this is a song i had to write about my lil sis who past away two years ago...i no it kinda lame an not to many multies but i think it was sommin that ye'all might like to read an may beable to relate too ...peace ye'all

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Secluded
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MY TEARS ARE MY HOLY WATER TO BLESS THAT THIS GOES HERD TO MANY THIS WAS TO STRONG FOR BASIC INTERPRTATION AND IT WAS EXQUISIT MY REGARDS AND I HOPE ALL IS WELL PHENOMINOL READ

MY TEARS ARE MY HOLY WATER TO BLESS THAT THIS GOES HERD TO MANY THIS WAS TO STRONG FOR BASIC INTERPRTATION AND IT WAS EXQUISIT MY REGARDS AND I HOPE ALL IS WELL PHENOMINOL READ