I walk alone…..soul-less
…..in a devil’s paradise….
I’ve been told to rise…
and dry the cries from my eyes…
But lies are magnified…
Eventuating my despise…
As I take the time ~2~ hesitate…
Feel the hate….
and calculate…
the mistakes I’ve made…..
But from the moment I awoke at birth …
I’ve been digging an early grave….
As I walk solitary….
I feel free….
I don’t want Angel’s to follow me….
Or lead me…
Or show me the way…..
I’ve lived my life in vein…
In pain…
and the strain has FORCED me to live another day, but,
As I feel the air today….
Thoughts of painful memories disappear…
I no longer feel the fear…
I feel alive inside as I wonder here….