I smile to cover the pain i contain inside/
Driving me insane, to much cocaine i'm going wild/
Everything i gain is an illusion of the mind/
I've came too far along this road to look behind/
Rearveiw clouded with the legacy of my past/
Cock the clock, look how time went by so fast/
What i gotta do? just pull out a gun and blast/
Finger don't idle on the trigger,i'll breathe my last/
Surpassed, hell gained another soul/
Flippin rhymes in eternal fire, don't sense control/
Like a mole guarding his hole, I'm on patrol/
fulfilled my role, discovered the depth of the rabbit hole/
6 feet .. under they lay my corpse to rest/
Family laughing like this was their one request/
Fail to see my heart is bleeding in my chest/
Bleeding for the memories of childhood i never...had/
Didn't even get to see the face of my real...dad/
Maybe the truth is that this bitch was .. glad/
But in Gods eyes, does that make me a ..bad..girl/
Planted on a battlefield to watch the war un..furl/
Troops passed by fighting not once did see me cry/
To caught in in quarrel to see their daughter die/