The buildin blocks of a broken soul are completely rearranged...
I told u I wish to change,but you fail to understand the in place chains...

I bleed a rapid pace,starin completely into space...
deep thoughts drown out all sound....
"are you okl"

I nod my head but im really shed tears inside my shattered soul...
walkin on the canvas of coals...
which reignites when my temper just loses control...

Breathin in substance to decompose depression...
another smoke session,as my lungs become dissected...
just a minor form perspective....
of the hurt that penetrates...
inside the silent souls of this worlds abnormal holes but riccochets...
is the hate u wish to share...
just because I fail to fake my happiness...
you walk away shakin your head the ledge unfastens...
froma new foundation perhaps,to lead down the road to recovery which now collapses...
depression,obsession,possessin my heart in bandages....

They say I pity myself so deeply but fail to view what lies beneath the...
excess skin which denies warmth of a soul which peirces when...
I walk on ice so thin,the tears represent the pool...
drownin myself in personal ridicule...
reversal from warm temperatures....