Now my heart has wandered out too far for me to walk it back
So I relied on my train of thought but it’s coming off its tracks
The clocks are cracked so with time shattered I force ahead
I feed my thirst only with tears but now that source is dead
The smoke has spread; I squint like when awoke from bed
I asked God to help me but in the reply fate spoke instead
Provoked by death it lighted a path retracing back to the past
So I sailed through my mistakes without the slack or a mast
It happened too fast; reality struck me with a smack and a blast
Emotion was dripping out a side of me like a crack in a glass
Laughing at last, I relived ignorance chasing my reason around
The changing seasons swinging my feelings like a playground
But it’s too late now; my future has already grown grey and torn
Because my decisive mistake came for me on the day I was born