I wouldn’t know were to begin
I don’t see why people would really care,
they’d just stop stand and stare
they walk around in there everyday lives
not thinking about people who have to put up a fight

I need to find a escape from this place
feel loved and needed held tight in someone’s embrace
the love I once felt for another
died when I lost them
as I held my baby in my arms
felt new you no. The proud mum

after that’s second the worst was still to come
letting go of my babies hand
watching him slip away
was like watching writing fade away in the sand
This is the hardest goodbye id ever have to make
Don’t worry Connor mummy’s coming, just a little late

laying my baby down to sleep
I felt my heart break and I started to weep

I lay there alone looking to your cot
knowing you should be there, but Connor your not
don’t worry baby mummy will never forget
the way she felt on the day we first met!