death....since two weeks everybodys tellin me that im not smiley or always down and teres this girl ...my best friend...shes the one im holdin the most too...i feel like shes ignoring me...im felling in school,nothin s'right and ive been always thinkin about it...how it was...and all,if im tellin RV its bcuz i know no one here...cuz if i say it to my friends,theyll call the police for help or something...

had to say it.hope things will go right