i came out through a place i am destined to go in again.
i felt the warmth on my cheek as the blood began to blend.
from my mother to me and me to them and into the docs hands.
my mothers screams were empty except for pain and bland.
my birth was a scam life is the test i dont want to take.
on all of earths lands there is nothing that makes it great.
just greed and hate so with haste i looked into the docs eyes.
and tears erupted my face. as i knew this was the start of life.

years passed but tears always stayed no matter what the age.
and if it wasnt high there was pain involved with every single grade.
slit my wrist with a grass blade in a feeble attempt to escape.
but pain stayed and i was cuffed to this life that i utterly hate.
give me a pound and let me have my weigh tears fall from eiffel.
i was tired of life and also getting dizzy in the twisted cycle.
and unlike you i hate everything for happiness ive tried.
so ive turned to a diseased tree. with my one and only hope to die.

but then i did and realized this sucked worse than life.
my living hell has turned to a dead one and death is out of site.
now i live forever in this burning melting place and all is hate.
filled with pain. you can see skin dripping right off of my face.
why didnt i have faith now its god i hate how could he send me here.
only pain no more fear if only i had seen things more clear.
and today i steer passed the highway to hell and crash into a thorn.
god tell me why. you picked my fucking soul to be born.

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